Somehow, somewhere along this journey of life. The wind shifted and blew away the clouds.
Sun returned to my somewhat dismal existing.
But existing isn't living as much as it is surviving.
I knew that you were gone but you wouldn't want me wasting my life on missing you.
You'ld want me to live on happy and brave.
Brave for moving on.
Brave for letting go of the past and happy for creating my own future.
This story although not fully revealed yet, is so worth the pain.
I still have the rainy days when I miss you.
But I will continue to be brave and face the storm.
Letting go of my helpless fears and embracing myself without you.
When you left I cried, then I realized.
Life goes on even through the hard times.
Through every up and down,
Twist and turn.
Love and loss are both parts of this life but I guess that its the measure of love you have for someone that outweighs the loss.
So although my life may not be a fairytale I know that its worth living.
Even if its without you.
