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Well this is it.
Last chapter until the epilogue...wow it's been an amazing 4 months writing this story. Thank you all.
And guess what? You can find Chapter One of my newest fanfic "Audiotapes" on my profile by next week I am hoping! Super excited for this story, I really hope you all read that one too and love it even more than this one.
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There's always a part of you that says you simply can't keep doing this. It tells you to just give up, it's so much easier.

Sometimes you listen to that part of you.

Five months and seven days ago my world fell apart all because I was alone.
In reality I wasn't, I just mentally felt alone. However, looking back I understand why I did the things I did.

I was hurt. When someone tends to be left behind or forgotten, they have trust issues. When they finally think they can trust again, that tends to backfire on them. This happened to me and almost destroyed me.
Almost.

Now here I am kinda laughing at myself because who would've guessed, life won't always suck.

It is this endless cycle of being happy then sad, building your way up to the top until you fall again only to get back up to the top.
But really...it's worth it. It makes you stronger each time you fall.

Now before you tell me, weren't you sad and desperate to be put out of your misery a little while ago?
Yes I was.
Do you really know how frustrating it is though?

Nobody wants to be that way.

So after it was over, through all the pain, I managed to finally get what I have always wanted.

Happiness.

Life isn't gonna be easy, you're stupid if you think it is. It's gonna nearly kill you, you'll think there's no way it's going to get better.

But it will. It's going to. I'm not gonna bullshit you and say it's gonna be simple. It's going to be hard and you can't even do anything about it.
Life's kinda like some complex puzzle that is your job to finish. You might miss a few pieces here and there...but you can still see the picture. Enjoy the little things, appreciate them while they last.

And don't forget to breathe, never know who might take your breath away.

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wow
that was the last chapter.
thoughts, comments, votes?
I have mixed feelings about this.
Remember this isn't the end yet, still an epilogue to come!
All my love, and Happy Holidays.
-loser s

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