I am Dark's (ASHLEY 1) ☑

Epilogue

Epilogue

She's stunning. She's beautiful. She's Perfect.

Those thoughts just suddenly got into my mind when I first saw her. With her prostitute attire, red tube that covers just her breast, and makes her clevage visible, red short skirt, and her red lipstick.

She don't seem like a... prosti, she looks like a goddess to me. My friend who owns this bar told me she's a new hired singe, well it's obvious though, she keeps on covering her bare skin. But still... bayarang babae parin siya. I commanded Titus to make the lady come to me. And shoot. I got her. And she's virgin for goodness sake!

"Fuck!" Mura ko nang may maaninag akong dugo.

"P-please... huwag ka nalang huminto.." nahihirapan niyang sabi.

Para namang hihinto ako. I didn't stop. Though I tried, for the fucking first time, I tried to be more gentle.

Since that night, I can't take her off my head, I can't take her off my heart. I always want to see her, to touch her, to hug her, and to do more with her. I want her to be mine. Mine alone. But I couldn't tell her the truth, instead I used to harass and use hurtful words towards her. That's all I could ever do... I guess...

She used to be the simple lady for me. She used to be so innocent in my eyes. But I didn't know she's the opposite. She betrayed me.

Nakatutok na sa akin ang baril niya. Nanginginig sya, her jaw repeatedly clenches as she looks at me. Her eyes holds so much emotions, at nasasaktan ako dahil nasasaktan sya. She's suffering, she's sad, she's hurt. I know she don't want to kill me, but she needed to. And as what I have said, I'll be happy to be killed by her. Wala ng ibang tao ang gusto kong pumatay sa akin, kung sakali.

Nagulat ako ng bigla nalang si Tristan ang tutukan niya at diretsong barilin sa ulo. Agad na nabitawan niya ang baril na hawak at napatakip sa kaniyang bibig. Nakatingin sya kay Tristan gamit ang nanlalaki at naluluhang mga mata.

Mali nakatingin sya sa dugo. She hates blood! Takot siya sa dugo!

Agad ko syang nilapitan. I blocked the view of Tristan's dead body and blood. Nanginginig ang mga kamay niya habang umiiyak. I cupped her face and gently caresses her cheek. Napatingin sya sa akin. With weary eyes she hugged me, tight.

"Dark..." mahina na tawag niya sa akin.

God knows how it makes me fall harder when she says my name. My name sounds better when it's her who's saying it. I love her so much, that I can't even explain it by words.

"Sshhh. It's fine honey. We'll be fine." I assured her and pressed my lips on her forehead.

"N-nakapatay ako." Nanginginig niyang sabi.

Her body is trembling, and I am certain that she's weak right now. So I held her tighter. She's so frail, so vulnerable... And I hate to see her being like this...

"He deserve it." Mariing bulong ko.

That fucker deserves it. Hindi ko alam kung ano talaga ang atraso ni Tristan sa kaniya. Pero kung ako lang... I would've tortured that freak first, saka ko siya ililibing na buhay.

That day is the day I confessed. Nakaginhawa ako ng maluwag pagkatapos kong sabihin sa kaniya ang tunay na nararamdaman ko. I have been carrying it for so long. That day is the day everything ended. The choas. The Conflict. The Pain from the past ends there. And I promise... I will do my best to make her happy from now on.