what ever comes to mind

Deep

I swear it doesn't feel like chaos in me
But this hatred and viciousness wouldn't let me be
For long my heart cries out for help
It drowns me
I choke on it cruelty
Swimming in despair
Surely I have no protection on me
I feel numb and tired
Sinking so fast
No rescue can get to me
Perhaps I should rest for a while
No no no
My chest is closing up on me
This blue sea so beautiful
But it taking me with it
I will rest for a while
Maybe I would keep up with the tide
My vision is leaving me
My heart hurts so much
Irony
I've forgotten how to breath
This isn't my fight anymore
Because I have none left
I want to rest
And rest I did.

                                                   Abonis_daughter_🌺🌺