Darkest Desire (18+)

A PICTURE OF LOVE

Lorenzo pulls his jacket off on the sofa his muscles showing strong the room is so silent waiting for someone to talk.
"You shouldn't be drinking" Lorenzo says as he walks around the living room
"I know my father doesn't mind" I say slowly following him as his hands scan the ornaments taking in the features of our living room
"Are you having a good time" I say now taking a seat on the sofa as Lorenzo stops looking out the window
"Only when I see you" his voice so soft as he turns to face me smiling as I do so
"I am sorry I haven't seen you it's been really busy at home" He says sitting beside me his hand slowly touching my thigh
"It's okay we both have lives" I smile some what knowing we will always be different
It hurts me knowing how different we are......

"You look so gorgeous in this Lela" he whispers in my ear slowly kissing it
"You are definitely not an angel" he says while kissing my neck as I let out a moan
His touch on my thigh becoming so strong I take my hands holding his face pressing our lips together the strong taste of beer from his lips hitting mine.
His hands falling so gently on my waist the way he grips me down keeping me closer to him.
"Will you come see Mateo soon he has missed you" Lorenzo says as we stop kissing I nod as Lorenzo holds my hand in his
"I have missed him how about Monday" I say Lorenzo nodding and kissing my cheek
"I love seeing you with him" Lorenzo smiles I can't help but feel so soft so happy knowing he wants me to see Mateo.
Like we could be a real family....
"We need to get back we don't want people to catch on" Lorenzo says helping me up and kissing me long and soft one last time before we walk back to the party.

Monday comes by faster than I thought I get dressed into a yellow sundress and tie my hair in a bun the sun being extra warm today.
I walk up to the Santiago house seeing Lorenzo in the garage working on his car.
I slowly walk up to the car watching as he works on the wheels of the car dirt all his hands and face.
"Morning having fun" I say as I lean on the car
"Morning some sort of fun" Lorenzo sighs standing up and wiping his face
"Mateo is in the garden he has set up a picnic for you both" Lorenzo says I smile back at him
"I won't leave him waiting then" I say before bowing and laughing as Lorenzo goes back to the car.
I walk out into the garden to see Mateo on a dinosaur blanket with fruits and cakes and small sandwiches.
I watch as his face lights up as he sees me walking outside as he runs up to me embracing me.
"I have missed you" he screams as I hug him tight
"I have missed you too buddy" I smile letting him go as we walk towards the picnic seating and eating away the sun shinning down on us.
"How is school going" I say as mateo eats away
"It's good but I miss not being able to see you as much now" Mateo sighs I stroke his arm smiling
"I miss you too but you have school full time soon and I have my drawings" I say smiling yet Mateo struggles to do so
"Hey I will always have time for you" I say kissing his forehead as he now giggles and we carry on chatting for a while mainly about dinosaurs and eating our fruit.

I watch as Mateo starts to slip away his eyes going heavy knowing he needs a nap as he lays down.
"Someone tired mate" Lorenzo says waking mateo up coming into the garden now clean and his hair slicked back mateo nods before falling back down on the blanket Lorenzo walks over setting another blanket on him and kissing his head I can't help but smile.
I pick up some of the bowls and plates as does Lorenzo as we walk into the kitchen.
"He really missed you" Lorenzo says washing the plates as I sit on the island table
"I missed him too he's so sweet and kind" I say smiling looking out at mateo sleeping
Lorenzo and I now walk back outside sitting on the picnic blanket with mateo as he sleeps Lorenzo sipping on a beer in his hands.
"This is beautiful" he says his hands tracing over my sketch book that I only just noticed when has in his hands his fingers tracing over the image of my father.
"It's my dad I drew that I while ago" I say watching as Lorenzo views the image
"You are really good Lela" Lorenzo says actually meaning in as he flicks through my book
"I just draw things I find beautiful" I say now looking up at the sky
"I have always wanted to draw you" I blurt out as Lorenzo stops looking through the book as I look towards him
"You have" he asks placing the book down
"Yeah probably when I first meet you I just noticed you have really nice features" I say taking the book in my lap now facing Lorenzo who lays back more.
"I don't think I am very beautiful to draw Lela" Lorenzo says sipping his beer sadness in his eyes
"I think you are Lorenzo" I say my hand tracing his lip as he forms a smile.
Lorenzo lays back in silence as I draw him laying on the blanket his slicked back hair going curly from the hot weather.
The silence is beautiful so calm only the birds speaking and the trees
"How's it looking" Lorenzo says opening his eyes after a while I bite down on my lip as I add shading to his body.
"Beautiful" I smile and show Lorenzo the image I watch as he sits up taking the picture from me and smiling.
"It looks so real" he breathes so taken back by the image
"Even got the wrinkles in" Lorenzo laughs
"My favourite thing about you" I smile as Lorenzo hands falls on mine as he lightly squeezes it
"It's beautiful Lela" Lorenzo says I can't help but bite down on my lip knowing he likes the image.
His other hand cupping my face his fingers lightly tracing my lips as I had once done to his I watch as he licks his lips and pulls forward I close my eyes reading to feel his soft lips against mine.
Till we both hear Mateo slowly waking up from his nap both of us forgetting about him Lorenzo quickly pulls away turning his body to mateo.
"Had a good nap mate" Lorenzo says picking his son up on his lap as mateo hugs him
"Lela you are still here" mateo smiles as he faces me
"I couldn't leave the dinosaurs alone" I laugh picking up the bucket of dinosaurs as Lorenzo holds mateo taking him inside

I clean all of the picnic fully up as Lorenzo takes Mateo upstairs to get dressed for bed I walk into the kitchen setting my sketch book down on the table and put Mateos bottle in the fridge.
"He is playing dinosaurs again before dinner" Lorenzo says rubbing his eyes as he walks into the kitchen
"You didn't have to clean up thank you" Lorenzo says walking up behind me as I put the pots away his hands going around my waist his stubble grazing on my neck his lips slowly kissing my neck his touch making me so wet.
The moment is quickly taken away when we hear the sound of Samanthas car pulling into the drive.

My boy Mateo loves them dinosaurs😉
It's all going so well something needs to break soon😏
Till next time xoxoxo