Darkest Desire (18+)

A REALNESS

I lay in bed her legs holding mine her beautiful dark hair fallen on my chest.
I watch as she lays there in all her beauty her eyes shut tight as she sleeps away.
She has so much pain in her right now and seeing her so peaceful and calm melts me.
Her beautiful tanned naked skin laying across me. There is something so different about Lela she just seems to understand me. She is so soft everything about her is so pure and new.
She couldn't hurt anyone or anything.

I sigh looking up at the hotel ceiling I think about the past few months I didn't think coming to America would do this to me.
I just wanted to make Samantha happy.
It's all she has ever wanted to come back home I was so ready to give my life up.
But maybe I wasn't ready everything I have done so far is the complete opposite of making Samantha happy.
"Morning" Lela moans her small eyes flickering open as she looks up at me I kiss her forehead the softness of her skin on my lips.
"Sleep well" I say my hands playing with her hair as she lays on me so softly.
She nods her head before kissing my lips
"Tired from it all now" she giggles something so mischievous about it. Her breasts coming on show as she moves her body.
Lela is like a god something you would dream about the way she is sculpted is so prefect every detail about her is prefect.
"I will need to be getting home soon" I sigh knowing Lela won't be happy she sighs now sitting up so confidently on display to me before getting up and wrapping a silk robe on her.

I lay my body on the headboard watching her turn back to me.
"You know I have to go back she will be wondering where I am" I say trying to smooth Lela out as she now faces me.
I didn't want to have to lie to Sam Christ I didn't want to get involved with Lela. She is so young I don't understand why she wants to be involved with me.
She just makes me feel so young and free.
Like sitting in the garden drawing my young face. Wanting to kiss me whenever she can.
Staying up late at night to see everything was okay. Always being free for anything. Loving the same music as me. Being so sweet and kind to Matteo.
Running away to just get one touch of each other...........
"Sam won't care where you are and you know that she would of just dropped Matteo off at school" Lela sighs now sitting on the end of the bed.
"We both now Sam is all on work you know it most she doesn't see the world around her. Well not how we do" Lela smiles I smile back at her before standing up and kissing her forehead and walking into the bathroom.
"Want me to join" she smirks I spank her bum before she runs to get some breakfast.

I stand in the shower thinking about what Lela says I always do that even the first day I met Lela she had such a way where you would want to speak to her alone.
She was just so interesting the way she likes being alone but is always in the room.
You always know Lela is there but she doesn't let you know.
I often see a younger sam in Lela the way she is so open to anyone the way everyone wants to be with her or be her.
Maybe that's why I like Lela so much.......
I get dressed once Lela has arrived back with coffee her dark hair in a messy bun my favourite hair style on her.
"I like you in suits" she says biting her lip helping me with my tie.
"I like you in messy buns" I smile looking down on her as she finishes my tie
"You need to learn how to do ties though baby" she say tapping my chest before laying on the armchair sipping on her coffee so confidently.
How can someone look so confident just drinking coffee.

"I never use to wear suits in Spain it was far to warm I Barely wore a top" I say putting my jacket on.
"Oh sounds so hot Mr Santiago getting me all warm" Lela says biting on her lip something that makes me so weak. Robe falling down.
"I am glad you are feeling better it's good to see you happy again Lela" I say as she stands up My hand tracing her cheek.
"I am always better with you" she smiles so pure her lips so soft on mine as she stands on her tip toes.
"Promise you will see me soon" Lela says pulling my arm back as I am about to leave the hotel.
"I will message you as soon as I leave this room" I say smiling as she smirks back at me before going back to her seat.

I sigh laying back in the car seat looking up to the hotel building wondering how I can do something like that to Sam.
How I can do something like this to Lela.
I know Sam loves me she loves me more than anyone I know I am her person she has no one else.
We have the prefect family.
But Lela wants me she understand me how I feel what it's like being me. She loves me.

But I love my wife
And I don't love Lela.....

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