BNHA AU Oneshots

What if... (Insane Deku)

Hi there! This is the first of many to come oneshots, if you like this (and didn't read the description) I may just turn it into an actual story! I thought of this idea on my own, and realized I never saw an insane Deku story do this. An FYI, Izuku's personality will be different from canon personality, as the storyline would work! Anywayyyss.....

What If Deku Never Saves Kacchan

A few warnings! Gets graphic at the end, no fluff involved, mostly angst, sorry boos.. I'll do fluff if requested!

    Tears fell down the young Izuku Midoriya's face. His hero, his idol had just told him that his dream was never going to be a reality. That his whole life had pretty much led to nothing. Izuku had known this all along, but hearing it for himself? It killed him.

    The boney man in front of him was none other than All Might. He was the #1 hero in all of Japan, and to Izuku? All Might was the world. Izuku's entire childhood was All Might themed. In every prominent memory, All Might somehow had a part to play. Izuku spent his entire life trying to be All Might, and now.. The man he so desperately longed after, had brought Izuku's hope up, and then Detroit Smashed them back down.

    Izuku barely noticed as the scrawny man left, barely even processing the smoke across town. It was the screams that brought his head up, made him look at the sky, only to see the glimpses of sun fading away. He didn't know how long he had sat there, how long his hero had been gone. He wondered if the screams meant something. Maybe he should go home? Maybe check out what the hero's are doing?

    "No, no.." Izuku whispered to himself, "All Might told you to be more realistic.. That means no more chasing hero's." He sighed, standing up, his eyes burning still from crying for at least an hour. He brushed dust off of himself from his fly with All Might, before leaving the roof.

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    Izuku had taken the long way home, purposefully avoiding the large smoking area. Still, he somehow ended up right in the center of it. A large slime monster had a hostage, and it seemed the heroes weren't doing anything. He nearly wondered where All Might was, but then remembered. He had wasted All Might's time.. And now there was a hostage and no one could help. The slime monster getting free was all his fault as well.

    'If I never took up All Mights time.. If I just let him turn in the slime villain, this never would've happened. If only I had known better.' Izuku thought, hitting his head angrily, 'Stupid Deku! Why didn't you know this would happen!? All Might doesn't have time for a useless quirkless kid like you! Maybe I should've given up on this whole hero fantasy ages ago.. maybe then it wouldn't hurt so bad.' He chuckled bitterly, if he hadn't wasted all his tears earlier, he'd be crying again. He felt like a crybaby, instead of doing whatever he could to help that poor hostage, he was sitting here, trying to cry tears that didn't want to come.

    Maybe if he... No, no! He smacked his head again. He needed to stop thinking idiotic thoughts and just go home. The heroes could do it, he knew they could. That hostage would be fine without him, anyways, what could a quirkless Deku like him do?

    He sighed,  turning around, taking one glance over his shoulder at the monstrosity. He remembered how that slime monster felt, how suffocating it felt. Somehow the hostage was still alive, you could see them squirming. Izuku was slightly impressed, but still felt awful for the hostage. He had to hold back the urge to save the hostage, besides, he probably didn't know who it was.