What's your damage?| Bmc in the style of heathers✔

Kindergarten boyfriend

TW: Swear words

POV Michael

It was nearly when Rich and I finished playing apocalypse of the dammed and laid down at my bed.
''What are you gonna do about Jeremy?'' Rich broke the silence and I looked at him.
''I dunno yet.'' I sighed and swallowed down some tears which began to came up.
''How did thith(this) even happen? I can't even-'' Rich breathed out loudly and rubbed his eyes, obviously tired.
''It's a long story I'll tell you tomorrow.'' I smiled at him weakly but Rich just raised an eyebrow.
''Why not now?'' He asked and turned his head around in my direction.
''Because you seem pretty tired.'' I laughed a little but Rich just pushed me softly with his shoulder.
''I'm not, go on!'' He laughed now too and looked at me expectant.
''Hm okay, don't say I haven't warned you later,'' I grinned and gulped heavily.

''There was a boy I met in kindergarten, he was sweet, he said that I was smart,'' I smiled a bit when I remembered this, it used to be my favourite time in life though.
''He was good at sports and people liked him and at naptime once we shared a mat, I didnt sleep, I sat and watched him breathing.'' I sighed a little and looked at Rich who nodded a little bit even though he also looked kinda confused.
''Go on.'' Rich said when I stopped for a few seconds where tried to figure out what Rich was thinking.
''Watched him dream for nearly half an hour,'' My look got sadder and I closed my eyes when I told about the next sentence.
''Then he woke up.'' My heart began to feel heavier but I tried to not show it, it wouldn't help at all.
''He pulled a scab of once playing kickball he kissed me quick and pressed it in my hand I took that scab and put it in a locket,'' I sang quietly and hugged my pillow to avoid that Rich was able to see my actual sadness.
''All year long I wore it near my heart. He didnt care if I was thin or pretty and he was mine until we hit first grade,'' I laughed a bit again and coughed to get away the tears a tiny bit.
''Then he woke up.''
Rich looked at me concerned and whispered.
''You don't have to tell me everything if it hurts you okay?''
I nodded but continued.

''Last month I dreamed a car with wings flew down into my homeroom, on its back, there he sat and he held out his arms. So we sailed across the gym!'' I tried to get up the mood in a positive way.
''Above the faculty parking lot?'' Rich laughed and I giggled a bit.
''My kindergarten boyfriend and I, and a car with wings!'' I grinned at Rich and he took my Hand into his.
''Now were all grown up and we know better now we recognize the way things are,'' I smiled at Rich to show him that Jeremy was really over.
''Certain boys are meant for kindergarten, certain girls are meant to be alone.'' I shrugged and looked into Richs brown eyes which looked really worried and I didn't even know why.

''But I believe that any dream worth having is a dream that should not have to end, so I'll build a dream that I can live in and this time I'm never waking up!'' I said now louder and Rich looked now back at me again.
''And we'll soar above the trees over cars and croquet lawns, past the church and the lake.'' I sang and Rich joined, hopefully really in a better mood.
''And the Tri County Mall!'' Rich laughed and I smiled widely at him.
''We will fly through the dawn to a new kindergarten, where naptime is centuries long.'' I finished and gave Rich a quick kiss at his cheek before I pulled him into a hug.

''Please don't let me down Michael.''
''I'd never, remember that.''

_______Time skip next morning ___________

POV Rich

I heard how something loud woke me up and I recognised that it was a phone, my phone.
I grabbed after it and saw that it was Jake.
''Ugh.'' I sighed but answered.

R: ''Hey, what's up?''
J: ''Oh uhm hey man, I wanted to talk to you about everything.''
R: ''Yeah wait give me a minute.'' I muted the call and got carefully out of Michael hug, even though I don't wanted to.
''Hmpf.'' Michael grunted and turned around sleepy.

I smiled a bit and walked to the bathroom which I locked behind me while I unmuted the call.
R: ''So what?''
J: ''I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable or anything, really man, I just want to be your best friend again okay?''
R: ''I don't know how to answer to that right now I'm sorry Jake, I'll talk to you later dude.''
J: ''N-no wai-''

I hang up the call and headed back into Michaels bedroom where Michael was still asleep.
''Oh wow so tired.'' I laughed quietly and laid back at the bed.
''Oh really Rich?'' I heard Michael speaking and looked at him surprised.
''Woah the sleeping princess woke finally up after 100 years!'' I laughed loudly and he slapped me with a pillow.
''Yeah, finally!'' I grinned and slapped back.
''You are so stupid.'' He smiled back and grabbed after his headphones.
''So you're avoiding me now?'' I looked at him pretending to be upset and he grinned while getting his headphones at his ears.
''Bob Marley over everything, it's so chill.'' He laughed and I looked at him surprised.
''Woah I'm offended!'' I said ironically and turned away but Michael threw himself at my side.
''Ow you are taller than me asshole!'' I laughed and pushed him away in fun.
''Aww so tiny?'' He laughed too and I tickled him so that he'd stop lying half ways at me.
''That's offensive.'' Michael gasped and slapped my hand away softly.
''No, it's purpose!'' I grinned and stood up again.
''It's a Saturday we should do something normal.'' I proposed and he laughed again.
''When is our life normal?''
I thought about what to say and nodded.
''You're right,'' I said and helped him get up.

''So what's the plan?''

This chapter is a but shorter but tomorrow it'll be longer.
ALSO, read the new ff from realmichaelmell it's so good👀