Her:
I am three months pregnant and my parents didn't even know about it, they are in the province. I was scared and feeling hopeless because the man that put me into this situation seems not to care anymore after he promised me that he will be with me whatever it takes. I am 21 and nobody knew about this baby inside my womb, except Maegan my best friend and Darren the father of the life living in my tummy now. He is 23.He is rich and can even give me a life that I wanted for me, my baby, for us but he got all the vices that every man have, being a womanizer is not an exemption. We are 3 years in a relationship but that was a tough years for him especially for me. Even if how I saw those unacceptable actions he made even in front of my naked eye, I still forgive and forget and love him to the best that I can. People told me to stop giving a damn attention, love and care for him but my ears refuses to listen and my heart wont learned its lessons after all how miserable, faulty and careless Darren show and act on our few years together. And here it is, the fruit of all the nights we stay awake for making love, to satisfy one's body need! I gave him all of what I am and what I have but look at him now. It cuts my heart and the pieces of it could pass through the eye of a needle. I've never loved any man but only him. And now I looked at the clock, it's 2am but no sign of Darren showed up. This white-painted-four-cornered room witnessed how we live college year like a legend of having a relationship that no one can imagined that Darren and I could possibly do! He can also be as sweet as hell ! Now, its empty but I can vividly see how we created memories in each space of this room. The laughter, the giggling, the pillow fights, the warm cuddle in rainy days, the hug from the back when I am cooking, and the "f****n' b*******s" we've shared when we fight, all, all of those moments we've done together was overwhelming that I couldn't even describe it by words. T'was hell of a ride in my life with him by my side but for our-- my baby rather, I have to learn to let things settle in the right way they should be. I loved him and never stopped but my hearts gets tired as I over think things. I've given all my part and understanding to work things out but he seems not ready yet. I am not giving up on him but he gives up on me and I need to accept that because I love him.
I hear a car blow its horn outside, I knew its Maegan. I told her that either Darren will show up or not I will go home with my baby, sadly no father at all by my side. Along way, Maegan told me to sleep first because she knows I've got no time for it this past few weeks and she can see all those bags under my eyes, dark circles and puffy eyes yet I was worried with Darren too, I hope his okay wherever is he. I don't know I just can't seem to get angry to him. And that's the loneliest part of it, I cannot tolerate my own self from what I feel I have for him, it’s so true and timeless. And as I wake up, Maegan can nowhere to be found.
