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☆ *･゜ﾟ･* Chapter 11 *･゜ﾟ･* ☆

(Just because I find him really cute~ 💚)

Y/n POV

Jaemin: He is right.

Chenle: Why Jisung?

Renjun: Aren't you guys friends?

Jisung: *look away* Y-yes we are.. *mumbles* we can say it like that..

Haechan: Then why?

Jisung: I-

Y/n: G-guys it's okay, you don't need to do a questioning.. *laugh awkwardly*

Haechan: Hm.. okay, if you want to.

Renjun: Should we head back in class? The break is almost over.

Haechan: Yup, *to Y/n* If she dare bothers you tell me, I'll punch her in the face. *grin*

Y/n: *awkward smile* She won't don't worry!

Jaemin: Whatever, I will still kick her ass one day.

Y/n: B-but she is a girl!

Jaemin: *smile innocently* I don't care

Y/n: *sigh* Na Jaemin *facepalm* you're really incorrigible..

Jaemin: *smile* I know~

Jeno: Now let's go we need to go back.

Haechan: Jisung-ah, I rely on you to keep an eye on Y/n.

Y/n: I'M NOT A BABY ANYMORE

Haechan: Yeah, but you're still my sister. *wave* Bye see you at lunch!

Y/n: LEE DONGHYUCK—

Jisung: *soft* Shall we head back? *look away*

Y/n: *awkward* Y-yeah sure..

Jisung: I'm sorry..

Y/n: *curious* What? Why?

Jisung: For being insensitive..

Y/n: But you already apologized-

Jisung: I still think it's not enough though..

Y/n: But—

Jisung: I know that you said you forgave me but it's not enough for me. Last time during PE, when I apologized you couldn't even look at me. Did I do anything wrong to you? More than I already did?

Y/n: I don't think no.. just like Jaemin or Haechan probably said to you already, I think I have a little trust issue... it's nothing about you, it's just... me.

Jisung: Then, do you consider the others like friends?

I nodded

Jisung: And... what about me..?

Y/n: *look down* I..

Jisung: *bitter smile* I see.. you can't even consider me as a friend.. but.. don't you want to try?

Y/n: Do you really think it's a good idea for us to be... friends?

Jisung: *smile* Why not? Does someone don't want you to be friends with me?

How— no I can't tell him about that.. or else Y/f/n will hate me..

Y/n: No no of course! Why someone would want to stop me being friends with you? That's nonsense! *awkward laugh*

Jisung: Well maybe? Nothing is impossible after all.. someone could possibly ask you to not be close with me because of jealousy? *shrug* I don't know I watched too much dramas. So?

Well he is not wrong after all...

Y/n: *still avoiding eye contact* I will think about it...

Jisung: You know if you don't wanna be friends it's okay.. just say it already.

Y/n: No no! It's not like that!

Jisung: Then why-

Y/f/n: *wave and smile* Jisungie!! The lesson is about to start come on!

Jisung: We will talk about that later. Now let's go.

I hummed while nodding, even though I'm not going to talk about that again, NEVA.

Y/f/n POV

I'm happy sitting beside Jisung, after all he is my crush~ and having your crush beside you is really satisfying in a certain kind of way~

By the way I need to talk with that gurl and fix her sh*ts or else I will never be Jisung's girlfriend, if I don't make up for her she will never help me. Plus, her friends are such annoying brats, they told me to leave even though it was Y/n who called me. I came for Jisung, not for them or her! Jisung will be mine and not hers, I know she likes him but I don't care, she offered me her help so I can do whatever I want, even though she loves him.

I wrote something on a paper and gave it to Y/n

Jisung POV

I saw Y/f/n write something on a little paper and give it to Y/n. I couldn't read everything written on it, but I have read: "I, talk, you, at the end of school" What does she wants to her? Maybe I should follow them at the end of school.. *mentally shrug* I will think about it.