CAUTION

chapters 1: a messed up beginning

I wake up to the sound of fighting like always "ugh" I say to myself I look over to see the curtains are closed but somehow its light in my room "I should probably get up now" I said to myself as I pull the sheets off of me. standing on the cold floor I hear screaming now "just shut up already" I say quietly to myself moving to the closest to grab unreasonable pink clothes my parents always wanted me to wear pink they would say "pink is only made for girls" but boys at school wear pink all the time. Its kinda not fair but its not like I can say anything about it. I change fast not wanting my mom to come upstairs. School is stupid nothing but troublemakers and teacher pet's. I head down stairs parents fighting in the kitchen "guess im not eating today" I grab my bag and head out every day I cough out a "I love you" Its not like I don't love them I do but they can be really annoying I ride my roller skates to school its time for the worse part of each day
While we are at it, I should probably introduce myself, hi Im Tem a Short nickname for Taylor, Im fully aware that your reading this, and Im glad you are this is my story

As I make my way to school my best friend catches up with me his name is Jordan, my best friend sense 3rd grade, "im sorry it took so long my skateboard broke in half" he says "its fine" I give him a comforting smile not knowing if he can tell if its real or not like always, "so bro hows life going?" He says, obviously being off guard with the question I giggle and say "its fine you don't have to worry so much! Im just fine, " I say that once again not knowing if he can see that im obviously lying, he giggles " I know I know I just want to know how you doing thats all," "well stop it!" I say with a joking yell "Im perfectly fine!" I take off my rollarskates and sit on the end of the side walk parallel to the street to take out my spare shoes for school, "what are you doing?" Jordan says puzzled "Im putting on my shoes so you dont have to run" I said firmly "duh." After slipping on my tight shoes I stand up wiggling my feet so the shoe slides in comfortable yet tight at the same time, "alright lets go!" I say Triumphantly Trying to look at the positive of today, "maybe today wont be so bad" I thought to myself walking the rest of the way with Jordan going back and forth about pointless philosophical meanings.

9:35 Am monday morning

I say my goodbyes to Jordan and head my way upstairs heading to my first period class, " shit.. Im late!" I say In a panic as I look at the time Sprinting down the hall hoping that my teacher doesn't lock the door "Haha..! I made it!" I say with my voice shaking I walk though the class acting like I didn't just run a marathon, "good morning Taylor" ah miss Chloe, first period English teacher Known as the nicest teacher to some, "a-ah.. Good morning miss Chloe"
I sit down and place my bag at the side of my seat, and then place my hands on the desk twitting my thumbs as my brain thinks everyone is looking as me,
"Settle down everyone now lets learn more about poems" miss Chloe says with a slightly raised voice, I love poetry but as soon as I think that my head goes blank in thought and I soon realized that Ive feel asleep, My body loosens and my vision darkens "TAYLOR!" I jolt up in a panic "A-AH! Yes?" I said panicking "I apologize I didn't know poems was so boring for you," miss Chole said jokingly I blush in embarrassment and sink in my seat "there goes my good day..." I said with my arms covering in my mouth