HOOKED ON YOU - BOOK II People change. But memories dont.

51 - the notebook

He already giving up his title of being a playboy. Everything was change when he finally meet his match. Its Aries who change his love perception. Ace made his world so colorful and when he realize he know how to love truthfully not like his father. His perception change by true love and happiness.

Everything happen in his life right now proves how deepest love he could give to ace. He was lost five years ago still never deceived a loving heart truthfully and beat lovingly for only who owns it. And its for ace no other than.

"I've made a mistake a mistake of loving your father. Maling-mali iyon and I'm so sorry for that. Perhaps, right now it would be the right thing I could do for the rest of my life. I don't want my life would end like this na hindi man lang ako nakakahingi ng paumanhin sa pamilyang nasagasaan ko for so may years. I'm dying, I have a stage four cancer agnis siguro ito na ang kabayaran sa mga kasalanan ko saiyo. I'm sorry. Before I left, I want to give you this thing." May inabot itong notebook Kay agnis.

"Ano ito?" Wika ni agnis. Nagulat man siya sa rebelasyun nito sa sakit niya kahit papaano ay naawa siya dito.

"Its frederick's diaries before he past away".

"Wa-wala na siya?" May namuong likido sa mga Mata ni agnis.

"Yeah. Its about three years ago. Heart Attack."

"And you never bothered to tell us?" Panumbat ni havin.

"Hindi ako ang may gusto. Siya. When he knew about his condition anytime pwede siyang traydurin ng sakit niya. Palagi niyang sinasabi pag nawala siya wag ko na raw ipagsabi sainyu."

"Kasi yon naman talaga ang gusto mo din di ba!"

"He beg me that. Bahala ka kung ano ang gusto mong isipin... Nakita ko sa mga gamit niya yan. I hope I could give you a little clean-up after you read that agnis. Its all about you on his precious diaries. He loves you agnis. He really do!"

Nakaalis na si Dianna pero tulala parin ito sa kawalan. Nagpabalik balik sa isipin ni agnis ang mga huling salita ni Dianna.

He loves you agnis. He really do!

She started reading it. Until the end page of Fredericks diary. Sa simula hanggang sa huling pahina nito ay umiiyak lang si agnis. Especially in the last page.

A letter for my beloved wife.

Agnis, honey I miss you so bad. I miss everything about us. I'm huge jerk I know because I hurt you. Shit! This is all my fault that I lost you. I lost you honey and I'm gonna bring this regret on my grave. I really really love you so much it hurts. I miss you. I miss also havin our son. I miss my family.

I'm stock by you every single day I never stop thinking of you agnis. What if? I never did that cheating. Well, of coarse on the contrary, we are auspiciously happy. But since I'm stupid, here I am paying what I've done hurtfully to you. I deserve this kind of agony.