My Secret Love

My Secret Love 09

Chapter 9

Nora's POV.

"He is isn't he!" Omg Damen was a drug dealer too! I couldn't help but let panic take over me. First my brother which let me tell you still hasn't sunk in. I mean Sam has been the perfect brother figure to me, I've always thought he was the best brother in the world guess i was wrong. Very wrong.

"No, he's not a drug dealer," Daniel replied calmly but his faced looked sad for some reason.

"Thank god, i don't know what i would have done if he was one too," I felt him tense in my hug. But he relaxed to quickly for me to think anything of it.

"And why should it matter to you if he was or not, it's not like he's your boyfriend," He let go of me and moved a little away from me, but no matter how little the distance was between us it was still to much for my liking.

"I know but he's a friend and just reminds me i have to phone him and see if he's okay," I can't believe it didn't cross my mind before to let my date who i had went to the party with know i was leaving.

"You don't need to phone him, I'm sure he's figured it out by now that your not in the party," he said a little to bitterly. What's his problem i thought to myself he was fine a minute ago. So i just gave him a sour look and went to get my phone from my jacket pocket.

"Hello," I heard Damen say after two rings.

"Hey, it's me Nora."

"Oh my God! Do you know how worried i've been. I left the party after i searched the whole house and didn't find you," aww bless him, he sounded truely worried. I'm so glad i phoned him.

"I'm so sorry i left you, something came up at home i'll make it up to you i promise," Daniel whose back was to me turned and looked at me with a look that said -ohh-yeah and how are going to do that- i just ignored him.

"I'm just really glad you're okay, did you have fun tonight?" let me think to sum the night up. The drinking, then dancing, then falling, then vomiting, finding out Sam's dirty secret and getting a long warm hug from Daniel. oh and did i meantion i was staying at Daniel's tonight because i phoned Sam and told him i was going to be sleeping over at  'Rose's.' 

"Yeah i had alot of fun, shame we didn't really spend that much time together on the dance floor," Did that sound dirty because i just meant we didn't dance together. i don't know but it did make Damen laugh.

"You'r right we didn't no thanks to that guy who came and basically took you from me,"He replied.

"Yeah and you didn't even fight to get me back," i joked causing him to laugh more. i heard Daniel caugh a little loudly while holding an annoyed expression.

"I'll fight better next time," he promised

"Next time?" i asked curious

"Yeah the next time we go out, thats how your going to make it up to me is it not? And don't worry it won't be a party. Just me and you going out for dinner or something."

"Yeah, why not that sounds great," It was just a 'going out' as friends right because friends go on dinners without it meaning anything don't they?

"Great, thats sorted then," he said a little to happily for me think he thought of our 'going out' to be just as friends.

"Yeah, so good night Damen," i said a little akwardly

"Good night, Nora," I sighed a sigh of relief. For what reason i don't know.

"You and Him are getting a little to close," Daniel stated not looking at me. If i didn't know any better i would think he was jealous but then i do know better than to think that. I don't need to make a list of all the reason why he wouldn't be jealous do i because we all know why he can't be  jealous of Damen.

"We're just friends and because i left him tonight we're going for dinner some time so i can make it up to him,"

"That's just great," he muttered mostly to himself.

"So where am i sleeping?"

"You can sleep on my bed, since i know how easily you get scaried at night," How did he know i got scaried. As if i had asked the question out loud he answered my thoughts,

"All them sleep over's when we were younger,"

"Oh yeah, how could i forget," True how could i forget all them times i made Daniel give up his bed for me. Funny times really he'd always sleep on the floor or go to the living room. 

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It was 2 in the morning when me and Daniel finally decided to go to bed and i'm sure that was an hour ago but no matter how much i tried to sleep, it just wouldn't come. I'm sure Daniel fell a sleep because he had his arm around my waist for the past half hour, and he wouldn't be doing that if he was awake. I rolled on my side so i could hear his steady heart beat and feel his warm breath on my face. Oh how much i wanted to stay like this forever was unbelievable.

Daniel tightened his hold on me as if to say he agreed with me. why was he even holding me i asked my self. Probably dreaming about Ros-- my thoughts were natched away from me as soon as i felt someone's soft lips on mine. My eyes snapped opened but his were still closed. Was he sleeping! He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance, probably not even aware he was doing it. This is not right i told my self, i mean he could be excused for not knowing but me i would-- Again my thoughts were interupted as Daniel moved so he was now on top of me with his lips still on mine.I slowly but willing opened my mouth while wrapping my arms around his neck. His lips were so sweet and gental not to meantion soft. I could feel his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth while i was doing the same to his. He pulled away far to soon for my liking but i didn't protest as he moved  down to kiss my neck and collorbone while his hands were all over me. As much as i love the feel of his hands on me i couldn't get past the feeling of how wrong this was so i decided i need to speak,

"Daniel?" His lips froze on my neck as his whole body stiffened on top of me.

"i'm so sorry, Nora," he started to say but stopped to get himself of off me. I watched as a look of pure regret took over his beautiful feautres.

"I'm so sorry, I don't know what i was doing." He said as he stood at the bottom of the bed looking fustrated.

"It's f-fine, you were sleeping and didn't know you were doing," I said a little hurt. There was a long akward silence between us before Daniel broke it,

"I'm sorry," He said again as he went out of the room closing the door on me and our shared kissed.