My Immortal | Yoongi x Reader

Part 1.6

y/n pov

Everything seemed to stop for a moment what the hell was she talking about? Jisoo started to laugh

   'awh how cute, I guess you haven't had your awkward past lovers conversation yet. well Yoongi is my fiancé and he loved me so much that he asked me to change him so we could be together forever, you didn't really think he liked you right?'

I looked at Yoongi, who looked down

  'or do you yoongi?' she asked and I stared at him

  'she is just a pet Jisoo, I was bored in high school'

My heart shattered, and I felt tears in my eyes while looking at Yoongi.

I got up from my chair

'I uhm guess I should leave you two to it'

Yoongi got up, I turned around completely numb

  'y/n' I heard yoongi say

  'Yoongi playtime is over' Jisoo said

I kept walking tears now falling down my cheeks. I left the restaurant quickly and walked towards the bus station. Luckily for me the bus was there pretty quick

Yoongi pov

Jisoo took place on the chair y/n just occupied

   'Really Jisoo? Isn't time you have to let go of what we once were? It's been over a century now'

she chuckled

  'you're not telling me you actually care for her do you?'

I looked away, I didn't want her to think it cause that would only endanger y/n

  'no but this was just heartless'

  'but I missed you'

  'you could have called' I said annoyed. I really wanted to follow y/n. My heart which was dead still was able to ache by the sight of her eyes filling up with tears.

'but if I call we can't touch' she said while putting a hand on mine. I took it back,

  'yeah well I don't see the need'

  'yoongi it's been decades since we laid together, I came all this way for you'

 .  'Jisoo, as I told you many times before, we had a teenage romance and you tricked me. Can you please leave. you know how Jin and Jimin think about you'

She rolled her eyes

  'oh yes those rabbits'

  'remember that if they are rabbits so am I'

  'fine, I'll leave' she got a card out of her purse

  'this is the hotel I am staying, so you know where to find me, your little pet can join as well if you want'

  ' thanks' I said without emotion. She turned around and left the restaurant.

I quickly paid and left to y/n's home

She had closed her window, which she normally didn't do, because that was my way in without Huening knowing. I knocked on the window. no answer, I couldn't really see through the curtains as well.

I went to the front door and rang the bell, I couldn't smell Huening so that meant y/n was home alone cause her scent was definitely present.

she didn't open and I kept ringing it. The door swung open

   'could you fucking stop that' she said annoyed, her eyes were red and puffy indicating she just cried a lot

 y/n pov

  'y/n please let me explain this, I didn't mean what I said' he said with begging eyes.

I wanted to slam the door in his face but I couldn't cause he looked so damn sad. I guess he took it as an invite cause he stepped inside while I closed the door

  'so start explaining' I said coldly

Flashback (around 1870)

Yoongi pov

The disease was really killing me and I knew it. I was so scared. I was too young to die.

   'Yoongi, Jisoo is here' my mother said and I nodded. Jisoo walked in with watery eyes

   'baby'

I liked Jisoo, I really did, maybe I was even in love. We were together for some time until I broke up with her a month ago; It always felt she was way more into me then I was into her. There was something off about her and we just didn't really fit.

   'Jisoo, listen to me, I am going to die'

I said with a shivering voice. Her complexion changed and a tear fell down her cheek. I wiped it away

  'Yoongi, I can save you'

  'there is no saving me Jisoo, I am sorry'

  'I can, but I need something in return'

I looked at her confused

  'what do you mean?'

  'I know how to save you, but you have to marry me.'

I was lost in deep fucking confusion at this point

  'I don't understand, how would you save me'

she rolled her eyes.

  'Just ask me to marry you'

I didn't know what to do. I really did not want to die. but if it was my choice I wouldn't marry her either. although we lived in a time in which many people lived in non chosen marriages, so shouldn't I be too stubborn?

   'Jisoo if you save me would you marry me?' I asked a bit reluctant

she smiled, suddenly she bit her own pulse and held it to my mouth and everything went so fast. then her hands went to my neck and everything went black 

Present time

y/n pov

   'so that's how it happened' Yoongi sighed.

   'when I woke up, she explained I was now a vampire, so I was alive and we could get married, and be together forever'

   'she sounds insane' I accidently let out

  'yes that's because she is.'

   'but you did love her' I then stated a bit hesitant

   'I don't know, I honestly don't think I did. I was just young and naive.'

   'yeah that makes two of us' I said

   'y/n, I told you I didn't mean what I said in the restaurant'

I didn't say anything. I wanted to believe him, I really did but for starters he also hid this from me. I felt myself tear up again, I turned around not to show him I was about to cry. I never actually cried in front of people.

He walked towards me and turned me around, lifting my chin forcing me to look into his eyes

  'don't you get it y/n? I couldn't possibly love her, because I love you'