Life as a girl

Don't tell em'

I was sitting in class doing my work and talking to Katie, one of my friends, we both like Matthew I mean look at him! We agreed that it's okay I mean it won't ruin our friend ship. I told her what happened and then I saw someone take my paper. I looked and saw Julian, he started reading my paper which had stuff about Matt on it! I tried to grab it. "Give it back!" I yelled. He wouldn't give it back so I took my book and through it at him. He ran with the note and I tried running after him. He went up to Matt and showed him. I got so embrassed I grabbed the note and walked to my seat. They kept teasing me about it, Matt just sat there smiling and I was just embrassed and red. When it was time to leave, I left fast I didn't want anything else to happen. I texted Bri what happened and she told me to ignore them. After school, I went to Samantha's house. "Hey Samantha!" I said walking into the room. All I saw was Samantha sleeping. She must've fell asleep waiting for me. I layed in the bed and fell asleep myself. I woke up and checked the time it was 12 AM I got up and went downstairs. "Your mom said you can stay over tonight" Samantha said, "oh okay you have clothes?" I asked getting water. We went upstairs and she gave me some clothes and I fell asleep again.

I woke up and went to school as usual I saw Ricky and Freddy teasing Katie. I went to Katie, "what's up guys?" I asked them. I looked at Katie and saw her looking down and her hair covering half of her face. They looked at me so innocent, but I knew they weren't. As I looked at them stare at the ground and at Freddy, I looked at Katie she looked like she was crying. "Katie? What's wrong?" I asked her. She didn't respond so I lifted her chin up at me and her hair moved out of the way and I saw her black eye. I felt anger in me, I mean they went to far she's a girl not a toy she can feel pain! "Guys?! What were you thinking?" I yelled. "We didn't mean to it just came out she didn't wanna move!" Freddy said. I ignored them and brought her to the nurse. They gave her a ice pack like always and then I saw Matthew, heh so adorable the way he walked. He was so perfect, I wished he liked me enough for him to date me. I snapped out of my day dream when I heard someone, Emmett. Emmett has a crush on me, he has been asking me out since like 6th grade and I always end up saying no. Period. I felt bad but I don't like him. "Ariana WANNA go out some time?" He asked me for the 19th time, "Emmett, I don't wanna date you okay?" I said trying to me nice as possible. "Fine...now?" He asked looking at me. "No!" I yelled and walked away. Ew.

On the way to lunch, I saw Katie and Matt, aw so sweet, but then I saw them kiss and then it wasn't so sweet. I went to them and tried to me sweet, "hey Katie. Matt.". Katie turned super red, Matt was just starin at me. "H-hi Ariana. So um listen, me and Matt are sorta dating" she told me. My heart broke in a bunch of pieces, I blacked out of life, all I thought about was what just happened. Why?! Dying of pain. "Oh um that's, cool? Well I gotta go to lunch so bye now." I said and walked away, Katie came after me. "Ariana, are you mad?" She asked. Obviously I was upset but I couldn't show it, she wouldn't make a big deal if i was dating Matt. "No im happy for you, I know you like him too so I'm not gonna interfere with it." I said. Even though I really wanted to say the opposite.