One Summer With You (BXB) [ COMPLETED ]

SUMMER #17

Win POV

" Win, your so Noiselessly? Is there any problem?"

Bright said while we are sitting here at the sand while enjoying the view and the performance of my Colleagues.

" Aw, it's nothing I'm just thinking something"

I said to him and I look to the calm and dark part of the sea. God why do I feel like the weight of the world was on my shoulder? My chest was so heavy I feel like I'm in a deepest sadness.

Why do I feel this? Is it because of what I saw a while ago? When I saw him with others smiling and laughing?. I don't understand my self, my mind keep on telling me that it was just nothing but my heart? It keep on beating fast like it was telling to me that it must be love.

But could be it's a love? Or it's just I don't like his attitude? I don't like the way he talk not look at me, then all of a sudden...I feel this weird things.

I never be with any relationship, it means I don't have any lover for the past year, even I crush I don't have, I don't know if I'm still Normal in that State.

" Really? Then what are your thinking ? You can tell me"

He said and I saw his smile again and here we go again my heart turn to Crazy. I just shook head and look at the Sea again.

" Do you ever feel...the love that they're talking about?"

I ask him while I'm still looking at the Sea.

" Actually I don't feel the love that they're talking about from this past year I don't know but I don't know the feeling can you tell me what was the feeling, I know you already fall Inlove to someone"

I said and I look at him , he was look at me so I just smile at him.

He look to the sea too and I look back to the Dark side of the sea.

" Well if you talking about the feel of falling Inlove?I don't know either....I was also want to ask you about it...but actually I ask some of my friends and they say that being falling Inlove was like seeing a a beautiful rose that was shining and glittering in the middle of the garden, it make you smile and it can attracted you to touch it, but when you touch it's stem, you will going to feel the pain of it's thorn"

He said and I look at him with my confused face cause I don't get it.

He look at me and smile.

" You don't get isn't? ....well actually I don't really understand it for the first time I heard to my friend...but when a time past by and I slowy feel what was the feeling of falling inlove...I slowly understand it until it come to my mind the real thought of what my friend told me"

He said and he sigh and look to me and I also look to him directly to his eyes,

" When your Inlove it makes you happy to saw the person that you like, when you saw him or her, you will find him or her like a precious things like he/she was the only person that you see in your sight...like the rose that you saw in the middle of the Garden...there was a different kind of flower but you just focus on the Rose that was was the thought of it...about picking the rose flower you can feel the pain because of its thorn....it was saying that when you enter a relationship or when you fall inlove to someone... always keep in your mind that you need to feel the pain...you need to feel the pain of betrayal, failure and heart broken"

He said and I see the pain on his eyes, he was Inlove to someone...and also he was in the pain...maybe that person don't like him or do something to him so he was in the pain like this.

But why do I feel like when he say the last phrase...I feel like I'm broken, since I know that he was Inlove to some.

I look away from him and I hide my teary eyes on him, I don't know I feel pain when he was talking..I feel pain when I know that he was in pain, and feel pain that...that person he love was hurting him....and then don't know why do I need to feel this kind of pain..it's like I feel what he was feel.

I like to cry and release the pain in my heart but..I don't want to cry it was Weird! Really weird what was happening to me!?.

I Calm my self for a minute and look to him and I try my best to show him my big and cheerful smile, to hide my feelings.

" Then I think, I don't want to fall Inlove then, how lucky am I that I don't feel it ever since!"

I proudly said it to him and I try my best to be cute in front of him and he just say that...

" Stop doing that, your like Crazy"

He said and he stand up.

" Where you going?"

I ask him.

" I will just talk to someone, see you around and wait text me when you want to eat some Barbeque"

He said and I just nod at him before he walk away from me I smile at him when he look back at me but when he lost to my sight.

I hug my knees and put my chin on there and I start to sigh and cry...I don't know I really want to cry to lessen the pain that I feel, if I can't cry it will going to burst and it will going to make me crazier!.

Oyyy! Why do I need to feel this kind of pain?! Why! I keep asking my self but I can get any answer from my self conscious I just cry and cry and release that pain that I feel.

Until some talk to my side .

" Hays, when you leave I saw you cry like a baby and now when I saw you again,I saw you crying again...when where that time you be Braver...Win?"

He said his voice was so familiar I slowly raised my head on him and I was shock and my Cute and Small eyes turn to wide when I recognize him.

" Long time no see Win"

END OF CHAPTER #17