Stay Strong by Nicolethepoet

Stay strong chapter 1

Hi I'm Nicole Brown known as nicolethepoet I'm an amazing writer songwriter poet and I sing also my life is very extraordinary with different emotions everyday and by the way I love pink. To know a little about me I was bullied in school the girl who sat alone in class yea that was me. I was very quiet too myself if I didn't know you but Yea so I was tortured through my school days and it got so bad in high school I was push on the floor and I got hit in the head with an ball and to let you know I did nothing wrong just stayed to myself was that so wrong. That time I started to get sick I started to hear voices and I started to talk to myself some people didn't want to seat next to me I was very ashamed of myself because nobody wanted to be my friend I would walk in the room get called names not knowing I was very ill but every day I was getting called fat ugly slow everything until I end up in the hospital I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar I was so lost and hurt like why me God and I got an response Saying why not you plus saying I would be so happy in the end I never knew what he meant sometimes I felt like my life was a skit and it was played out. The sad part I have been getting bullied by people who I thought was my friend but really I'm the sad one the one know one care about
That was my life in school days Jesus help me. Now I move on went to college but it was too early I had another mental breakdown so I dropped out of school I was so hurt and sad and now I regret that but I'm not ashamed for you I just have to work on my health so I would pray every day that my body be healed and I would get over my past because it put an big impact on my life some parts of me is still hurting like it happen yesterday. I tried to go back every year and I couldn't do it so now I'm just waiting to get healed and ready to go back but right now is to focus on my health even if I never go back I know I will be good with the love of Jesus Christ. Then I tried to volunteer and get some work in at an assistant nursing home I was even bullied there I would cry a lot I still do I always been like that since I could remember talking so I always been very depressed in life but I always knew there was an God who can make an way and bring you out of that sad lonely dark cloud only if you trust in him . I wrote a poem called Dear America I post it on Facebook it hit 8.4k views in 2020 so I decided to post on YouTube in 2018 I hit 1.5k views on it all this pain and crying I decided to write a lot and turn my pain into ink and write now my dreams is to become an famous poet just like my inspiration Maya Angelou so I just want to say that's my story of life God bless peace and love and if you learn or agree with my survival story thanks for your time for reading my life story this mean everything to me that I have overcame an life obstacle journey that many people couldn't go through and I want to tell you if this happen to you your not alone in this you was to born to win so keep your head held high because it is your time to reach toward the sky, so Nicole would write her heart every night should even go to talent shows even if she didn't win someone came to her and said she did a wonderful job so that really boost her confidence in writing she knew she was very good at it her last year of high school she published her first poetry book . Nicolethepoet was learning not to let her past affect her life so she made funny videos and encouraged others with her gift even if she got hateful comments about her gifts from God . As Nicole grew she knew what had to be done when the pain come back to bite her she would pray everyday to ask God for help
By Nicolethepoet