The Hurt & The Pain

Its Not Okay

It's not okay that you have no one , everyone has left you and backstabbed you for no reason.
It's not okay that you have to constantly be reminded of your pain because of your surroundings since everyone has made life a living hell for you .
It's not okay for you to think it's your fault for all the shit you go through.
It's not okay to feel like you want to die, you're so alone and there isn't any meaning to what people so call "life" .
It's not okay for you to think that hurting yourself is going to change anything, why add more pain to the pain you already feel?
It's not okay that even your parents don't pay attention to you, they just think you're lying and being a little wuss so they just continue to bitch at you for no apparent reason.
It's not okay to be crying yourself to sleep every single night, you shouldn't put yourself down for things you shouldn't worry about.
It's not okay to put up a front just so nobody notices, you're crying out for help but nobody listens so that's the only thing you can do.
It's not okay to feel uncomfortable about your problems, you don't want to accept it because you know it's your reality, not a nightmare .
It's not okay to keep seal your mouth shut and not talk to anybody, you feel as if everyone is going to judge you and make you feel like a piece a trash.
It's not okay to think you and your life is so worthless, you don't see the point of being here when all you feel is emptiness and loneliness.
It's not okay to avoid everyone because of what you're going through, you're so hurt that you already have a mindset that everyone you know is going to hurt you at some point.
But sometimes , it's okay not to be okay.