Diary of a pixie🧚🧚‍♀️

moving again 😒

     I sat at the back seat of the car by the window doing the thing I love doing the most..... listening to the song my dad wrote for me sorry I skipped the introduction....hi am Frankie Norman...am 16...my dad died when I was 14.
      It was a beautiful morning as usual I got up,went to wake my mom and dad with a kiss,then I went back to my room to have my bath and get ready for school. I got ready in time because I had this big art project coming on and we were meant to be grouped (yeah am kind of a nerd and not soo beautiful)so I had to get ready fast so I could get to class early and be grouped with my bestie Charlotte wilder....we met in kindagarten when she was chocking on a chicken sandwich dad already taught me what to do so I remembered and saved her then she said thank you and let's be "best friends"I was excited and said yes... When i was done dressing,I ran downstairs and met dad making breakfast he was making waffles I was surprised that was the first time dad cooked...I doubted him at first but then I tasted it and was pretty impressed. He also made me lunch I was really surprised. then I bid him,my mum and my dog goodbye then I ran to catch the school bus..my parents don't take me to school because we are trying to keep it low key...my dad is a "musician". Soon the school bus came and I was happy to see my bestie again after a long summer... Charlotte is the only one in the school that knows my dad is a musician...my parents wanted to keep it low 'cause they want me to have a normal life and people to love me for who I really am although I go for red carpet stuff with my dad but my mum and I always wear a fancy mask. I sat beside Charlotte in the bus and we talked"heyy best so how's your crush did you stalk him this summer?"she asked "Charlotte he is right here beside us quit it"I said"when are you finally going to approach Philip longman you've been crushing for two years now""when the time comes"I replied. We talked till we got to school. "I got paired up with Philip longman this is a nightmare I can't even breath well when I hear his name how will I focus on getting my project done"then I realized dad could help when I got to the house I went straight to dad's room...he was sleeping so I tried took wake him gently but he didn't wake up so I tapped him hard....mum traveled so i couldn't talk to her then I soon gave up because I was hungry then I found something to eat after that I went to my room and stayed indoors all day expecting mum home anytime soon...
Soon the doorbell rang and it was mum I was so happy when I open the door and saw her I hugged her and  told her that dad has been sleeping the whole day she was surprised and said "your dad doesn't sleep the whole day he has never slept the whole day without doing something so what's wrong " I said "I don't know..mum.. I'm starting to get scared""no no... Baby don't talk like that that is going to be alright ok?" mum assured me "okay"I said so let's go find what's wrong with him ok";"ok". We went to dad's room and my mum tapped him ,felt his pulse and then she told me to go call 911 I rushed to do that no questions asked.when I got back o could see tears in my mum's eyes I didn't know what to do of what was happening I was so scared. Soon 911 arrived and took him to the hospital with an ambulance mum just told me to go to my room but I kept thinking of what happened to dad I didn't sleep early I slept off by 5:30. The next morning I insisted on not going to school so she finally said yes after so many no's. When we got to the hospital,mum told me wait at the reception then the doctor called her and when she came back , she forgot to clean her messed up mascara that's how I knew she cried and was still trying to hold of backthen I asked what happened to daddy she was reluctant at first but then I assured her she I was ready when she broke the news I wasn't ready I was in shock of 40 minutes then I asked her to repeat"he died of lung cancer"she said with tears I cried my eyes out and when we got home I was in my room for 3days without food and with my dad's pictures all over the room then my mum cane and begged me to eat..she had been through a lot too so I decided to eat. Then the doorbell rang it was my dad's producer and his manager I wen to hug them then they said quickly like they were rushing"look ummh randy said I should give u this memory card on case something bad happens to him goodbye Mrs Norman we are really shocked too bye frankie."byee" I listened to the song over and over again I was about me that's what I still do sometimes.