I am a rogue, but I am not your enemy

|*My Life*|

Hailey Zeers/Symphony Reed's P.O.V

man sometimes I wonder what the meaning of life is, besides serving the moon goddess.

I am 17 years old and I'm a rogue. I've been a rogue for 10 years. I know many people wonder 'how on earth has a 7 year old survived as a rogue, and never been caught', well lets just put it as, I am very sneaky and I tend to stay away from large crowds. when I accidentally make my way into another werewolves territory, I run as fast I possibly can and I stay away from the woods/forest.

The reason why I'm a rogue, is not my fault, my mom died while giving birth to me, and my dad has hated me for it. because I have killed his mate his luna. but its not my fault that she had lung cancer from smoking! so when I found out I have lung and brain cancer, my dad was ver happy and he wanted me to die. when I started showing small signs of my brain cancer he tried speeding up the process by bashing my head against the wall.

before the Beta found out my dad went ahead and banished me from the pack and he stripped me of my power because I was the alpha's daughter. as being his daughter, it took a huge toll on me and it brought out huge symptoms of my lung cancer.

now that I'm 17, I'm super surprised that I am still alive and I have all of my hair. (thankfully)

now I have moved into a hotel in Washington. I have been in this state for a total of 2 days and im already getting myself registered into the high school and right now I am going in as a junior, and the name I am going by is Symphony Reed. its so no one will know that I m alpha's Zeers daughter. let alone a girl with (im guessing) stage 3 type cancer. 

today is my first day as a junior and im terrified. well im terrified of the werewolves that are going to be here. I say that because they can tell if someones a rogue after 3 sniffs. 

a sad fact about me is I'm mute.i have been mute since I was 6 after my dad bashed my head against the wall. since then I've just forgotten how to talk. this is about the 12th time that I have settled down and I know that I have to keep my load light like in a back pack.

once I got into the school I went straight to the office so I could get my schedule.

when I got to class I went to the back of the room and sat down. 3 of the girls that were in the front of the class looked at me and I could tell they were werewolves also. they looked at me with disgust clear on their faces, then they started whispering to each other. little did they know that I really didn't care what others thought of me. they were like a piece of poop by my foot. (I have shoes on so they are not bare.) I opened up my book and started reading. and apparently we have a sub today, so I was able to read more.

"look what we have here!"

"Quiet down Layla, we don't want THEM to hear us!"

the girl Layla I guess shot her look of anger. I just picked up my book and began to read again.the next thing I know is my book went flying across the room, causing several humans too look in that direction. so I grabbed my notepad and wrote this down:

what do you want you stupid, preppy and snotty were's?

"excuse me, who do you think you are thinking you can call me stupid, preppy and snotty?"

I'm just a mute Rogue, how would I know? 

"you do know that since your a rogue, you will NEVER have a mate, so god luck getting a were boyfriend or even worse, a human one!

I know, I did my research!

after in wrote that down the bell rang so I had to go gather my stuff and get to my next class

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lunch time, here goes nothing. I almost walked in the room when I thought better. I turned around and went outside to just wait for lunch to be over. while I was sitting down I felt someone looking at me, so I stood up and looked around me. I saw a group of were's sitting in front of the school a few feet away from me. then out of no where I smelt something so delicious that my mouth watered.  mate  my wolf amber yelled. I stood there shocked . when I saw someone look at me I tried to run away before I even got half a mile away, I felt super dizzy and I was met by darkness.