Since all of you loved the first part so much and wanted a second part, here it is :) Thank you guys so much for actually reading omg, I hope you like it!
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Ever since the second night you and JJ hooked up in John B's living room, you couldn't get him out of your head. You kept recalling everything that happened and wanted so desperately do it again. Every time you were around him you couldn't control your thoughts.
JJ would be lying if he said he wasn't thinking about you constantly. He was surprised at how much control you seemed to have over him. He thought about how hot you looked when you smirked at him, how good your body smelt when he kissed it, and how baby soft your skin was when his hands roamed all over. He wanted to kiss you again. He wanted to feel your body again.
Both of you had to learn self control when you were around the others. You had to make sure that you didn't stare at each other for too long in case the others noticed.
You and JJ have hooked up several times after that night in John B's living room. It made you feel alive. Something about sneaking around behind your friends backs and making out with a super hot dude, who just happens to be your best friend, made you feel like you were living in a movie.
But there was also a part of you that questioned the whole thing. You're afraid that the only thing you'll ever be is best friends who occasionally hook up when they're bored. But you didn't want it to be that way. You wanted to hug him and hold his hand when you were around other people. You wanted to be able to make out with him whenever you wanted without having to worry about getting jealous over the other tourist girls he hooks up with.
You needed to talk to him. You couldn't go on much longer without knowing fully about what this "thing" with JJ was.
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It was another sunny day on Kildare Island and you and the Pogue's were planning on going out onto the marsh to swim, fish, and drink. You and JJ were at John B's getting stuff ready for the day. Mainly just beer and snacks. You felt yourself getting nervous as you worked up the courage to say something about your friends with benefits situation.
"Hey JJ, can I ask you something?" You finally managed to get out.
"Go for it," he replied not looking at you, his concentration on mixing different drink concoctions.
"What are we exactly?" You asked quickly.
"What do you mean?" He asked finally turning his attention toward you.
"This thing we have, what is it exactly? Because half the time we're just friends and then the other half we're sucking each other's faces off."
He looked at you for a moment before answering. "There's a word for it Y/n. It's called friends with benefits."
"I know that JJ. But what if I don't want to be friends with benefits? What if I don't want to make out with you one day and then be just friends the next day and see you macking on some other chick?" You shoot back.
"Well what if I like what we have?" He asks shrugging.
"I like what we have JJ, but I can only take so much until I can't handle not being something more with you."
JJ had a look on his face that was unreadable. He looked confused but also seemed almost unphased. It took him a moment before he responded. "We're never going to be more than friends Y/n, occasional hookups yes, but that's it."
You felt your heart clench. You wanted to throw up. This is what you were afraid of: heartbreak. As much as you wanted to cry you couldn't. You wouldn't allow yourself to. You didn't want him to have that power. And most of all, you wanted to show him that you were perfectly fine with staying just friends. But you weren't going to continue this friends with benefits bullshit.
You nodded at him. "Just friends. Got it. But I can't keep doing this hooking up thing. It was nice while it lasted though," you said while smiling at him and grabbing the cooler before walking out of the chateau and towards the HMS. JJ was surprised and didn't know what to say, so he just let you leave, watching you as you confidently walked away.
Once JJ came outside and boarded the boat, you three made your way to pick up Kie and Pope. Once you picked them up, you guys made your way into the marsh where you anchored the boat. You and Kie were dancing to music while the boys fished.
"Wanna jump in?" Kie asked with a smirk on her face.
"Well duh," you say setting your beer down as you began taking your clothes off.
JJ watched as you slung your T-shirt off revealing a black bikini top that fit your boobs just the right way. As you shimmied out of your shorts he couldn't help but bite his lip with how much he wanted to go up to you and wrap his hands around your waist and kiss everywhere on your perfectly tan body.
"Fuck me," he mumbled to himself as he couldn't take his eyes off you.
John B whistled at you and Kie jokingly as all three boys turned their attention to the two of you.
"Like what you see?" Kie asked the boys before grabbing your hand and pulling you into the water.
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When you and your friends made their way back to John B's later that afternoon, you wanted to leave as soon as possible in order to avoid being left alone with JJ. But that didn't really go as planned. You and the others sat on the porch talking and laughing. As you went inside to get a bottle of water from the fridge you heard the screen door open and close. You froze, knowing exactly who it was. You turned around making eye contact with JJ, him standing there staring at you.
Neither of you said anything. He began walking towards you, grabbed your arm, and pulled you to the spare bedroom.
"JJ, what the hell are you doing," you say annoyingly as you walk in, shutting the door behind you.
You barely had enough time to get another breath in before you were pushed up against the door as JJ crashed his lips onto yours. You were so caught off guard that it took you a second before you began kissing him back. The kisses were rough and hungry. He almost seemed desperate. You subconsciously brought your hands to wrap around his neck, your hands finding their way to his hair. His hands trailed up your thighs and made their way to your butt, squeezing roughly. His lips made their way to your neck as he kissed your sweet spot right below your ear. You moaned slightly and felt a smirk form on JJ's lips. He grabbed your hands and held them above your head as he continued to assault your neck and collar bone with kisses.
"JJ what the hell," you breathed out quietly, still allowing him to kiss you. This boy had complete control over you.
He released your hands and they made their way back to his hair. You tugged on his blonde locks, earning a small groan from the boy. His lips made their way back to yours.
"JJ wait," you attempted to say through breaths, him making his way back to your neck. "I thought we were just friends."
He lifted his head and looked you straight in the eyes. "Fuck that," he said with a smirk.
You smirked back, feeling a wave of confidence take over your body. You slowly backed him up, pushing him down on the bed. He looked up at you with dark eyes as you leaned over and straddled him. You slowly tugged your shirt off as his hands gripped your waist.
"How can you be so fucking hot," he grumbled sitting up and attacking your body with more kisses. You let out a laugh before ripping his shirt off of him. You made a trail of kisses up his abs, making your way to his lips.
"Says the one with a perfectly fit body," you mumbled against his lips. His hands left trails of goosebumps as they ran up and down your bare skin. Before you could take any more control, he flipped you over, your back now against the bed.
"We're going to have to tell the others," you whispered biting your lip. "What if they get mad?"
"The others will have to get over it," he said slowly, one hand trailing up your thigh resting on the waist of your jean shorts. He crashed his lips back onto yours, desperate for more contact.
"But..." you began to say.
"Stop talking," he groaned in a deep voice that turned you on even more.
You did as he said and let the rest go from there.
