Back when I was in 11 grade I had an mental breakdown I was bullied and I end up in the hospital And the nurses and doctors was trying to find what was wrong with me I kept lying I was hearing voices in my head just poor girl. Then I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia and bipolar I had so many scary dreams and seeing things that nobody do . Like I was sitting on the couch and I felt like it got caught on fire so I jump off the couch because my body was on fire . I had so much angry inside me I would cry everyday but I really want to thank my mom and sister for being there by my side. My dreams was scary I was seeing ghost in reality I couldn't go to sleep if I don't take my medicine or if I'm scared to fall asleep in one year I went to three hospitals and stayed for two weeks I met some cool people I was so confused on what to do I stop working out and I stop writing until I found it again and I fail in love with it and I started to believe I would be a famous poet. I felt like having this illness I wouldn't have friends all my friends left and it took me an while to realize they was never my friend to begin with so it was just me and God at night. If you're going through something similar to this don't give up and fight it off be you and let go of the haters I was always fighting the demons off of me and I'm still fighting but I know what God promise me I will be so happy in the end!! So therefore I will never give up on my dreams . Dreams come to reality remember that- Nicolethepoet
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