IT WAS ALL STARTED WITH A WAVE.
"Hello Seulgi,good morning!", you chatted.
It was 7 in the morning and I said " Hello Irene, morning" because there's no good in my morning as well as my head hurts. And that was the morning we had started chatting.
Days passed and then we've met. Though you were from afar, I was enchanted by the thought of talking to you. You made my days better than usual. You made my morning good than before. And after that, you said that you want to court me and you want to be with me.
One day you surprised me. I didn't expect that you were going to fetch me but you did. Then, we ate at my favorite fast-food chain.
"Seulgi, Will you be my girlfriend?" You asked.
Shock were all over my face but still I managed to answer your unexpected question. When I gave my "yes", you held my hand tight. You thanked God for He finally answered your prayer. I smiled because you were really happy at that time for I am officially yours. You made me believe that I am worth having. You made me feel more special although we're not always together because you live miles away from me.
Then, you were happy when the day you have awaited finally came. It was my best friend's birthday. I already told her that I will going to introduce you to her as well as to our friends. I didn't know that was the last day we will see each other.
"Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me, it happens all the time"
I do remember everything and it hurts me like hell thinking that you've change really fast. Actually, I already felt that something was not right because you always replied late but I kept ignoring it.
"It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now"
I called you, but you know what hurts me the most? Hearing Wendy, my best friend's voice over the phone.
Is that how easy everything was? After everything I have done--in just a snap--after you get to know each other you'll just gonna leave me here hanging? After making me feel that I am worth having, you will leave me with the fact that I ain't really worth it.
I have no choice but to accept the fact that you just only chose me once.
Maybe I was just destined to have a single part in your story where I thought I am the protagonist.
But no one can replace the things and feelings you made me feel before. Perhaps, I am Luna and you are Sol that comes together once. However, even if we just came together once, it was indeed beautiful and worth it.
Akala ko ako yung bida, naging tulay lang pala ako para sa bagong storya.
