-I'll promise you anything, I just want to know the truth Chaeyoung...
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-Sana don't you think you should let go of all this, you really seem tired.
-Really Momo? You're asking me to abandon everything now, I've worked so hard plus Jihyo, I can't just leave her, she at least deserves to know the truth.
-Then why don't you just tell her? I'm just telling you this because you're like my sister and I see you're exhausted, you're always pretending to be someone you're not and that is tiring even for me.
-I would tell her if I could but I'm afraid, what the doctors said, what if I end up messing her up more?
-Sana, have you thought about the possibility that she's happy the way she is now? I mean, her life with Daniel. The things she knows...
{There was a very awkward silence after Momo told me this, of course I've thought about it, in fact I could not get rid of that thought but I wanted to fight for her... For us}
-If she's happy the way her life is now, then I'll accept it and I'll never bother her again but she needs to tell me that herself.
-You're right, sorry Sana, forget everything I said, I'll support you in everything. I know the least you need now are negative thoughts, look, Boo is supporting you too!
-BOO-CHAN!
Don't worry Momo, I know you're just worried about me, you're such a tsundere! You should show me your love more often hehe.
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When I looked at Chaeyoung's eyes she looked really puzzled, for the very first time I saw Chaeyoung think deeply and doubt about making a decision, she usually does things as she feels them, without thinking too much so I thought that whatever everyone was hiding from me had to be really serious.
-Unnie, for how long do you think we've known each other?
-Huh? Well no more than a couple of years, I met you because of Mina.
-Do you remember the first time we saw each other?
-Yes, at the hospital, Mina came to visit and you were with her, she was afraid of introducing you to me, I remember she was very nervous but why are you asking me all this?
[At that moment Chaeyoung got up holding her phone tight]
-Jihyo unnie, are you happy with your life now?
-Chaeyoung, you're scaring me, please just tell me whatever it is, I want to know.
-I don't know if I should tell you this, the doctor told us you might get a big shock and your condition can worsen.
{All the words that were coming from Chaeyoung's mounth were hitting me like burning arrows...doctor, my condition? What in the world was she talking about?!}
-Chaeyoung, please, tell me everything I need to know the truth.
[Chaeyoung made a long pause, she came back and sat next to me holding my hands]
-Unnie, that day at the hospital, Mina wasn't nervous because she didn't want to introduce me to you.
But because you didn't remember who I was.
A small silence built between Chaeyoung and I as I couldn't understand what she was telling me.
-What do you mean? What are you saying?
-Jihyo unnie, you weren't in the hospital for whatever reason your family told you... You, you had an accident months before we saw each other that day. We, actually have known each other for more than a couple years, you just don't remember.
{I was shocked to hear everything Chaeyoung was telling me, I felt a like someone stabbed me a hundred times and I couldn't even talk, I just couldn't believe what she was saying, how's that even possible for someone not to remember years of their own life? But this is Chaeyoung, she couldn't be lying, what would she gain.}
-I knew this was a bad idea, I messed up! I'm going to be in trouble!
{I saw Chaeyoung stand up, walking from one side to another, I've never seen Chaeyoung act this way, she's usually calm, very calm but this time I could feel she was scared.}
