Tears of joy : a diaper lovers dream

James's discovery

James Thomas is an 39 year old ordinary person with a hidden secret . He secretly loved to wear and use diapers . He would hide it from his wife , kids and the world . He would use them and wear them in complete secrecy.
One day James's wife Malinda lost Both her mother and her baby brother to a horrible car accident .
          It was about 5 years after James married Malinda when her mother came down pregnant. It seamed freakish with her being 45 but somehow normal for her family . Just like all the other husbands in her family Malinda's father skipped town when he found out . This has happened to so many of her aunts , sisters , cousins , and grandmas through time . Malinda told James he would probably do the same .
            James thought he was a coward for running away but he stepped up to the plate to help what ever he could do to help with her and the baby . See he really loved children . He was envious of them because they got to wear diapers and drink from baby bottles . He and Malinda had 2 kids of their own and James was in no hurry to let or make them grow up . He was going to keep them in diapers as long as he could get away with it .
              Malinda saw this in him and allowed him to sneak off so he could pretend to be the baby he wished he was . She never let on she knew but she knew everything. A lot of men in her family were the same way and that is why she had no uncles or grandpas or dad and soon no husband .
Malinda's family has owned and lived on her parents property since the 1600's . It was a 1500 acre property with many hidden spots that had many hidden secrets . Every once in a while a stranger would get caught on their land and mysteriously would disappear without even a trace . And just as mysteriously someone in her family would end up with a baby .
James never put 2 and 2 together but loved her family gatherings as there were so many toddlers and babies there . He loved playing with them and acting like them while he played which Malinda found very cute .
When Malinda's mom and brother were killed in the car accident , Malinda was sole heir to the family farm . James was sad for her brother and mother but excited to be able to finally be able to explore the entire farm which he was never allowed to do before .
              The day he and his family moved into the farm house , James went exploring through old barns and things . His wife knew what he was doing and she was hoping she could keep him from exploring deep into the woods . There was a family secret there no one but her family has ever seen , and used !
              A few of the old barns were in bad disrepair and falling in . In one of those he found old pots . They were rather large pots that looked like cauldrons used by  witches in the movies . They were really cool and he was wondering if they could be used to plant flowers in for display in the front . There were 3 of them and the tripods to hang them over fire . In the other barns , he was finding shackles and chains and many other odd antiques.
           He had got to know his father in law a little before he left so he was surprised to see so many antiques laying around. He was the type of man that would make his wife sell these  valuable items . He couldn't believe he left all this behind just because his wife got pregnant .
             He talked about these things with his wife at dinner that night and even the kids seamed interested in what he found especially his daughter Matilda . Malinda gave short answers and changed the subject quickly which seamed kind of strange to James .
           The next morning James got up early and slipped out the back to go explore his new land . He wanted to go deep into the woods and see what's back there . There was history on this land and he was quite interested in it .
          He had walked about a mile in the woods when he came across an old home . The structure looked like it could cave in at any time but he figures it's been around this long it could hold his weight so he proceeded to open the front door .
              There was no electricity in the home telling him it was abandoned over 100 years ago . There were things though that made it look like it has been used even recently . There were cob webs hanging from every point in the home . The roof had holes but there wasn't much for wood rot . God this place was cool .
            He was certain his wife didn't know about this place . There was a cauldron just like in the barn hanging in a rather large fire place and the wood under it didn't look like it was very old .
             On the mantle was a book , it was bound in leather , really old leather . He lit a candle being very careful to put out the match as this place looked like it could go up if there was any type of spark left on the match .
            He carefully opened the book . It had strange writing  in the book . There was no title on the outside . It appeared to be a spell book . How fitting for a place like this  , he thought . He thumbed through the pages that seamed to hold up great considering the ragged look of the book . He came across one spell that made him stop in his tracks  "MAN TO BABY" . Now this is interesting  , he thought . It was a simple spell with just a few words and son instructions like he needed a hair from himself  , a cup of water and a hair from an infant of the desired age .
           He didn't believe in witches or magic but he thought what the hell he was here and he had a book he would give it a shot . All his life he had wanted to be a baby again .
            Getting his own hair was easy enough but he would have to wait till later to get a baby's hair . He put the book back on the mantle and left planning on coming back as soon as possible.
Malinda knee when she got up that morning where James had gone . She knew what she was in for if he found the shack . That spell book has been in her family since the 1400's and came over on a ship in the 1600's . Her mother showed it to her when she was just a tot and she planned on showing her daughter very soon .
When James got back his wife was very curious as to where he had been . He was wanting to give up nothing about finding the spell book . She knew though that he found it and now she has to make him be quiet about it .
As luck would have it a cousin of Malinda's was coming over and she had a 2 year old . James could get a hair from her little boy and use it for the spell in the book . That afternoon Shay showed with her baby boy Dominic . He was a happy little guy that made James so jealous , he wanted to be that young again so bad . If this spell actually works , James thought , how do I explain it to my wife .
James was now having second thoughts about going through with it . He had snagged a hair from Dominic when they showed up . He ran his hands through the tots hair and grabbed , on purpose , and got several thin baby hairs from the boy . He had everything he needed except now he was loosing his nerve .
It was later that evening when Shay left just as it was getting dark . James volunteered to change little Dominic before they left . While he was changing the boy he stole one of his diapers from the diaper bag to use later . He did this whenever he could thinking no one ever caught on . In all actuality they all knew he was an abdl , they just didn't care that he took a diaper here and there .
After Shay left James decided it was to dark to go back to the old homestead, he'd wait till morning and get up early and then go .
That night he made the most passionate love to his wife he had ever made . In her heart she knew it would be his last before he was quieted because of his knowledge of her family secret . She was going to make him her little man and her children would have a baby brother . She knew he wouldn't resist going back to the old house at mornings light so she made him feel ever so good that night . Just as he was cumming she mumbled the words
"A man once be to a baby be , drain him of his strength and make him sleep ."
He cum the most fantastic cum of his life and he felt drained and as he fell on his back he couldn't help but close his eyes in exhaustion and fell asleep .
"That's right dear , tomorrow when you go to the home you'll feel all better now sleep a deep sleep and dream of the baby you'll be ." Malinda said as she watched her husband slumber .
He did dream . He dreamt about playing on the swings , with his children ? Wait they were his older brother and sister not his children . They chased each other around the yard and then his sister would take him to his wife for a diaper change . Wait she isn't his wife , it's his mommy . His mommy is changing his diaper .
James tossed and turned and suddenly awoke . He was wide awake a refreshed as he had ever been . That was the most strangest dream he has ever had . His kids were his siblings and his wife was his mommy ? James tried to make heads or tails out of the dream as he looked out the window and saw the sun rising .
"I better get going over to that homestead " he thought to himself . He got out of bed grabbed the diaper he stole the night before and a bottle of water and was off . Malinda was awake the whole time and watched as her man walked into the woods only to return as her son . When he disappeared she began following him to the house . She would be back before the kids wake and then they could see there new brother when they come down for breakfast .
When James got to the home , his heart was racing . He couldn't believe he was going to try and cast a spell on himself . He wanted this to work so bad . He got everything he needed ready and he opened the book to the page of the spell . He closed his eyes and said the spells words :
Bend the neck and shrink the bones turn this man into a 2 year old . with Skin so soft it feels like silk , body so small he craves mommies milk , 10 fingers 10 toes and a smile so bright it glows !
He felt nothing , he saw no glow like he expected , no twinge or pain like he expected , or no different . He felt exactly the same as the moment before he muttered the words .
"I knew this stuff was fake ." He thought and he opened his eyes and saw his wife standing in the doorway watching him .
"Mawinda?" He said and then noticed how childish his voice was .
"Oh James ." She said "it's mommy now honey ." She continues "how could you do this to yourself ?"
"Do wat?" James said. "I fwel da same" again noticing how babyish his voice was .
"Well all I have to do now is finish the spell and you'll be mommy's little boy forever . You won't ever remember being married to me or the kids being your kids they will be your brother and sister or even your real mother she will just be another woman ."
"But my sowrry Mawinda !" As he begins to cry he looks at his hands and feet . They are so so small and Malinda is so big to him now .
She stands over him and he looks up at her with tears in his eyes and she says :
"From the man he was to the baby he be make this boy forget all but me . Make him forget all his worries and his big boy cares , Scatter his troubles In the air , make him the happiest baby every day whether he's working at rest or at play ."
With that said James all of a sudden stopped crying . He had forgotten why he was crying in the first place . With his tear soaked eyes he looked up at his mommy and gave a smile .
"That's my baby ." She said "that wasn't very good of you to run off like that and give mommy a scare ."
"Were my at mommy?" Jams asked
"Why , don't you remember ? you random into the woods while mommy was giving you a diaper change . That's why you all nakie."
"My sorrwe mommy , me no do gin." James said
"That's ok honey . Mommy brought you a diaper and we will get you all fixed up in a jiffy ." She said "but please don't ever do that again ! Ok ."
"Ok mommy me won't ."
All of a sudden James felt at peace with the world . He felt loved and secure as Malinda put the diaper he had brought with him onto him . It was a perfect fit .
"It's time we got back to your brother and sister ." She started to say "funny thing , my dad did the same thing you just did and my mom had to do to him what I just had to do to you ."
If James would have been his old self he would have understood what she had just said but it went completely over his head .

I really hope you all will like this book . I am planning on many chapters following James's new life . He will get into some trouble and so will his brother and mommy will have to punish him as well .
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