the bully who saved her life

As i walk in the front door of mt. hope high i can here the whispers behind me slut and bitch are the two main names i get called but the worst is nerd my name is Ashlyn smith and i have no friends and i never dated anyone im sixteen and i get bullied everday epscially by the head football player and his head cheerleader girlfriend i walk to my locker and pull out my math book as i did that i heard the bell ring and walked to my math class as i start walking i feel something in front of my foot and i fall i look up to see none other than my bullies taylor luarner and his girlfriend meoldy sanders thats what you get for being a bitch someonee called out from the crowd that formed when i got tripped they all laughed and walked away that day i went home early no one was home so no one would no i walked in my room and slamed the door i did what always made me feel better i smashed a razor and took out the sharp part and cut myself i watch as i let the blood fall from my hand no one knew that i cut myself i would always hide it from everyone with bandades and braceletts but i didnt have to do that no one paid attention anyways when i cleaned up everything i heard a door shut from downstairs it was my dad he was home early i love my dad very much he is all i have left my mom died when i was 4 and i miss her so much even though i barley knew her my dad said dinner was ready and i went downstairs and ate and then went up stairs and threw it back up what everybody didnt know was i would starve and cut myself it just made me feel better each time i would do it though i cried after i was done i went for a walk to clear my mind i went to this secret cliff where the ocean went and it was very rocky i would just sit there and and think watch the waves crash over the sharp rocks at that moment i made decision to not want to be on this earth anymore i stood up and thought for a minute then took a step closer and jumped off next thing i heard was a male voice saying it will be ok stay here i woke up connected to a ton of wires and noticed i was in a hospital but the biggest surprise was who was sitting right next to me. Thats right my bully taylor luatner i looked to him and screamed or i at leasted i tried to scream WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE is head snapped up and studderd something i-i s-aved your l-life i looked at him shocked why would you do that you hate me he lookex at me and said i dont hate you i just bullied you becuase i liked you alot and everyone thought i was cool becuase i picked on you im so sorry can you forgive me i sat there shocked can i forgive you do you now what you did to me i said in a stern voice i showed him my wrist and hands and he looked shocked why did you do that did i do that to to im so sorry i never ment to ohh please im sure you never ment it thats why you did though right get out i dont want to see you he stood up walked away but stopped at the doorway and said im so sorry the next couple of days i was in the hospital i went to school the next day i went to school one of my other bullys pushed me up against the lockers and pulled my hair he said if i dont do what he says he will slit my throat i was so scared i started to cry and said please let me go shut up bitch he said and i said please he said i told you to shut up then out of nowhere the bully got punched i tried to see who was punching him and no the less it was taylor the la teacher broke it up and told us to get to class taylor asked if i was ok i said yes and thankyou he walked me to class and asked on serious ? one that i would never thought would come out of his mouth........