As happy as I thought I was... I wasn't. Well maybe I was, but now? Now seems like pain. All pain. No happiness, no joy, no excitement, nothing positive, nothing. Instead all sorrow, all pain, all hurt, all is there and all because I trusted the guy I'm not suppose to. Only because I trusted Calum Thomas Hood.
Beep!
Deep thoughts were cut when my phone beeped. I took it from the table and checked who messaged,
1 Message from babe
I forgot to change that... or maybe I didn't forget. Maybe I never wanted to.
I scanned the message which said:
Calum: Babe!
What the h-- Beep! Another message arrived,
Calum: Uh, I mean... Bri!
I won't deny the fact that I felt a little disappointed, but I just shrugged it off. Debating whether to response or not, I finally sent a reply,
Me: What?
Calum: I just wanted to tell you that I'm back from tour.
Me: Ok.
Calum: Also Luke, Mikey and Ash, misses you.
Me: I miss them too.
Calum: I... miss you.
Me: Ok.
Calum: ... And I'm sorry
I felt tears form inside my eyes. Soon it finally fell, but I wiped it away. I have to stop crying. It's been 2 months. I have to get over him.
Beep!
Calum: I really am and it pains me to think that you don't feel the same. It hurts when I know you I can't have you anymore. I'm mad at myself for what I've done to you. I'm mad cause I gave up the best thing that ever happened to me and the only best thing that will happen. I may seem like I haven't cared for these past 2 months I've been away, but I do care because I still love you, Brianna. I still do and I want you back.
I read it. I read it while my tears were falling. I read it, but I knew it was too late. I knew that nothing can bring what we had back anymore. I knew that taking him back would only ruin our future, so I hid my fears, toughen up and replied.
Me: I'm sorry, Calum, but you're too late. I don't love you anymore.
With that, I powered off my phone and threw it away. I allowed myself to get swallowed by the sadness. I covered myself up and cry myself to sleep. This is the pain I was talking about... No, this was way worse. I knew I was gonna get hurt, but I still did it. I still trusted that he'll never leave me, knowing he will and I have to pay the price. I have to face the consequence cause I know that Calum and I?
We'll never be as young as we are now.
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As young as we are now || Calum Hood fanfic
Fanfiction"I have to face the consequence cause I know that Calum and I? We'll never be as young as we are now." As normal as Brianna thought her first saturday of the month— also known as the Annadale hotel's annual talent show —will be, it wasn't. There she...
