Tell me you are sorry

Chapter 4 - Talk to me

Alice's POV:
After school I hung out at Bethany's, and we talked about my Harry situation. I was still wondering why he suddenly was so mean. 
I unlocked the door and saw my mom laying on the couch. She was drunk, again. She has been drinking a lot since my dad left, and I need to take care of her. 
I took the blanket from the chair, and softly landed it on her cold body. 
I could hear her heavy breath, so I didn't wanna wake her up. 
I went in the kitchen to get some dinner, but the fridge was empty. 
"Arghhh". 
I took my jacket back on, and picked up some money. 
I took the whiskey bottle with me. 

I took a sandwich and went to buy it.
I was just about to go out, when I heard someone yelling at me. 
I turned around seeing Harry and his lads. 
It was Louis yelling my name, while Harry looked totally embarrassed. 
I walked over to them, not even giving Harry any attention. He looked frightened. 

Harry's POV:
Why is she not even looking at me? 
I tried looking after Zayn, he was just buying some cigarettes. 

But what was Louis doing with Alice? 
Why is she having his arm around her waist?
Why does this even bother me?
Louis doesn't know about me even talking to Alice. 
But how does he know her name then? 

We went out, and Zayn lit a cigarette. 
Louis took one too. 
Alice took out a whiskey bottle and the boys yelled:
"Nice one Alice! Let's drink up!"
Alice laughed and said: 
"Imma just go call my friend, she might wanna come, is that okay Lou?"
"Fine by me" they smiled at each other. 

Alice's POV:
Harry looked kinda jealous and that was my plan. 

"Hey Bethany"
"Hi gurl, why ya calling?"
"It's a SOS situation, you gotta come to the station ASAP, I'm with Harry and the others"
"I'll be there in 10"

I hung up and walked back to the boys. Harry looked weird, and I just really wanted to talk to him. But Lou wrapped his arm around my waist, and Harry just took a huge sip of the whiskey. 
"Can I talk to you for a minute Alice?"
Harry said while looking at me. 

"What are you doing? I thought w-we kinda idk"
"What do you mean, you totally humiliated me in the closet.."
"But.."
"No but's Harry, I don't want to be "the side girl", so just drop it, K?"
"O-okay.."

Lou handed me the whiskey, and I took a sip. Bethany came on her bike, and I ran over to her. 

"Lou, Zayn, Harry, this is Bethany"
Zayn immediately walked over to her, and introduced himself. 

"Imma go home lads, I don't feel well"
Harry took his bag and walked away. 

A few hours later, I went home too, I didn't feel like being here anymore. 

On the way home I saw someone sitting by the road, I could hear crying and I regonized the curly hair. 
It was Harry. 
But why was he crying? What was wrong?

"Are you okay Harry?" 
I landed my hand on his shoulder. 
"Just go away Alice, I don't mind sitting here alone, k?"
"I'm not going anywhere. You shouldn't sit here all alone, you can sleep at my place"

I took Harry's hand in mine, and brought him home. 

I unlocked the door, and layed the keys on the desk. 
We went to my room, and I was really embarrassed by it.
"I'm sorry for the mess, I haven't had time to clean it, but make yourself comfortable"
I pointed at the bed, and Harry sat down. 

"Okay, now are you gonna tell me what was wrong?"

Harry's POV:

 

I mumbled, “Uhm.. I don´t know.. I haven´t spoke to anyone about this..”

“You can trust me, I promise Harry”

So I started out by telling about my mom, and I could feel my tears pressing on. 

“It´s okay Harry, you can cry, I won´t mind”

“My mom lives in Amsterdam, with another man. She left me and my dad 3 years ago, and I mean.. I´m used to just having one parent, but I just miss her so much..”

“You know, I get how you feel, my dad isn´t here too”

I felt kinda happy, I smiled at her and she smiled back. 

“Well, after my mom left us, my dad started yelling and being stressed all the time. And I was just all alone. I had Lou and Zayn, but that just wasn´t enough. Soo.. That´s when I met..”

“Madison?”

“Yeah, she made my happier, and she was like my new mom, kinda”

“But you still miss your mom right?”

“Lots..”

I took off my sweater, not even thinking about my arms. 

“Ha-Harry.. What´s that?”

She pointed at my scars, and I started tearing all up. 

“I think we have spoken enough for today, Imma go make you some tea, and then we can sleep, okay?”

“Okay..”

Alice closed the door, and I just could´t stop crying.

 

What the hell is wrong with me?

I was crying in front of a girl, and not just any girl. THE girl. The girl I´ve been dreaming of the last few days. The girl that makes me blush. The girl that could be my one and only. 

 

I took of my pants and threw them in the corner. The T-shirt I was wearing was all messed up, so I just took that off too. 

Alice came in and I blushed. Again. 

“Oh, uhmm, oh..”

“I can take it on again if you want?”

I gave her a cocky smile and she laughed. 

“Noo, it´s fine Harry. I hope you don´t mind sleeping next to me in the bed?”

“That´s okay, I guess..”

Stop blushing! I thought for myself. 

I layed down on the bed, and watched Alice getting undressed. 

“Don´t look!”

“Okay-okay..”

But I just could´t stop looking, she looked so perfect standing there in her underwear. She took a T-shirt from her closet, and came to bed. 

At first we didn´t even look at each other. 

But then she turned me around, and we looked at each other for some time. 

I looked her in her bright brown eyes, her makeup was almost gone. But she still looked incredibly beautiful. 

“You look beautiful Alice” she just smiled at me. 

I was scared, for the first time with a girl, I was scared. 

But I knew this was right. 

So I leaned in and kissed her soft lips..

Sooo.. did y´all like that? I hope you did, I used days making this one.. 

I think I´m gonna get Louis and Zayn more in to this story, is that okay?

Well, read it and please like it, and share it maybe?

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