Truth or Odair

Chapter four(Surviving)

(Finnick pov)

I see her, I see (y/n). She seems to be ar ease but how long will that last for. I grab a knife and a bag from the Cornucopia. I hurriedly swim to shore. Then I feel something sharp slice my cheek as I get on the sand, an arrow. I turn around to see a girl chasing me but then I dodge all her attacks. I decide to just run deep into the forest. There I find rope and start making a trap. I hide out in the bushes. 

Then two people fall into my trap and I don't want to kill them. To my suprise they try to kill each other in the trap. Then they end up both killing each other which was strange. I settle down in a tree. Night falls and I'm hungry and I find an apple in my bag which I gobble down.

I sit alone thinking about if she's still alive. I know she is for she is strong and could probably pick a fight with me if she wanted too. 

I've never felt this feeling. It ties my heart in knots. It causes me to blush at the thought. My mind swirls with this feeling. The feeling of love.

But at the same time I feel bitter. Bitter that I was chosen, bitter I've got only myself to depend on, bitter that she didn't wait for me. 

Then the announcement is made. At least there's less people to have to kill. I slowly drift off into sleep. My mind filled with thoughts of her but more importantly how I'm gonna play the game. I can't let the game play me for then that's when I'm truly in trouble.

I have a dream, one so vivid, yet I know it's not real for I pinch myself. I'm stuck in a tank. I can't get out. Water fills the tank, at least I can hold my breath. Then, I see myself on the other side lending a hand to me. Is this my conscience? Then it says the only words I can remember,"Don't forget you still have me."

I awake and the sun is just starting to rise. Then I hear yelling and hollering. Then I see a sponsors gift. Inside is the one thing that I truly need, a trident. Then only for my safety I kill them with my trident. I regret doing that but I'll survive the regret. 

Five days past by and four people gone. Two because of me. Their voices start to haunt my dreams but I get through it. I decide to fill my water jug since I drank it all. I go to a pond. I fill my water and there my heart leaps as I see her.