The Hurt & The Pain

Why?

Why is it that you can never be happy ? Someone always has to put you down , it's not fair.

Why can't any of your "friends" ever try to make time for you ? They're always with someone who's more "let loose" or "fun" to be around .

Why can't people see that sometimes life gets too hard for you? They judge you and always question why you're being a "little bitch" .

Why can't people see that it isn't a joke the things you go through? They laugh behind your back or maybe even to your face because you're so "pathetic".

Why are you still crying yourself to sleep? Inside your pillow are millions of tears from all those years you spent dying on the inside.

Why can't you trust anyone anymore? You've been hurt and betrayed so many times that you don't even open your arms to give a hug, let alone open your heart to show love .

Why are you so afraid to talk about the one who broke you? Bringing up the past makes you want to run away because there is always that one person who ruined you and stomped on your heart .

Why can't you talk to your parents about anything anymore ? You think they're going to judge you and then bitch at you 10 times harder .

Why are you constantly hard on yourself ? You blame yourself for all the pain when the people around are the ones that have caused it just because you still seek a little bit of hope that those people will come back to you.

Why can't I just be fucking happy for once ?
It's because when I was happy I thought that my life was some fairytale, but now I look at it and realize that it's a nightmare .

Stop asking the world why, ask yourself .