IS LOVE EVER ENOUGH

IS IT REALLY HIM

My life have been the same since that horrific day.I never thought my life could be like this.Living being someone that I'm not.Ria!the masked male author .Yep! That was the new me. I was no longer that sweet innocent girl they called Amaria.The real me vanished on that day.
I buried my head on that desk when a call came through.I lived on that 5 star hotel for the passed 5 years after I graduated from the school of fiction.I learnt on how to express my feelings through writing and that is how I have been living my life.I paid my hotel stay using the money from my books.i picked the call."hello.Is this Ria" a male voice said through the phone .My heart sank.Why a man ?"yes it is" using a male tone.I was now used talking in a male tone so it was not a big deal anymore."Thank goodness we got hold of you.We read one of your books called a beast and saw so much creativity in it.Our boss want you to start working for us " he said."what is the company's name" I sounded like i was not interested "Media fiction company just across the luxury mall" Oh my Gosh! That was the big best company in our city.If you are an author working for them,eventually you become a millionaire. I giggled forgetting I was on the call"sir! Are you still there?" the caller asked .I cleared my throat "yes i am.When does your boss need me?"" Tomorrow morning " he said "Ok i will be there then".I did not want to sound as if I was excited about this whole thing.Finally one of my dreams might come true.I hanged up the call and threw myself on that bed.The night seemed to take long that day,I kept on tossing time and again.Finally it was 5 o'clock in the morning .I took a bath and  wore thus old unfashionable suits so as  not to attract anyone with how I dress so it was better I kept a low key.
I left my hotel room at 0645 and took a taxi .There it was,  MEDIA FICTION COMPANY written in bold .I took a deep breath as i straightened my suite .I went inside admiring every single thing I saw in that till I reached a receptionist. "hi I am Ria,"pining my eye glasses in my eyes."ohh Good morning Mr Ria " she smiled stretching her hand towards me for a hand shake " I am Tania " still on her smile "nice meeting you' I faked a smile as i shakes her hand. Tania quickly picked the telephone "Hello sir.Mr Ria is downstairs."she paused for a moment and looked at me "Ok sir "She put down the phone."follow me sir" she lead the way upstairs. Took a lift and seemed like we took forever in it and her blabbering made it worse.Does this girl ever keeps quite .She kept on talking about my books blah blah blah.My hotel room was better.Finally the door opened .We passed 4 doors and on the fifth door she stopped and straightened her skirt.knocked twice and opened the door" He is here sir" she said ." you can leave now"a deep voice said from the inside. She smiled at me and left.Is she trying to flirt with me.Agh how pathetic. "close the door behind you" that's when i came to my senses.The guy  gave me his back .His hair was silky dark brown.His suit tight showing that he truly doing workouts .But whatever,it's not like im interested in men or anyone.There is nothing like love after all."You can take a seat" He said still not turning around .I sat in a chair across him my eyes focused on his back.I wondered how he looked like.Is he also a beast.Yah whatever every men is a beast. He finally turned around to face me.Those eyes,those lips,those hands "YOU!?"We said at the same time .My eyes did not believe what was just in front of me.This world is just too small for everyone.