I may not been daddy'd little princess,
but i'm still his only daughter,
theres still all our memories together;
to be remembered, and he's still my only father.
We argue a lot, because I'm a teen,
I think he's always mean, and out to get me,
sometimes I think he's cruel and hates me,
but actually, He's just trying to help me.
When it's his time to go, I'll be very sad,
because he's one of the few people I've ever really had,
I was told it's close to his time, and all i've wanted to do is cry,
He'll still always be in my heart,
where he was; from the start.<3
-On September 1st of 2011 my dad went into the hospital. That was one of the worst days of my life. I came home from school that day and later on when my mom came home from the hospital she got me and my two brothers together, saying she had something to share with us. With just her saying that, i had a feeling that i knew what she was going to say. She told us that the doctors said that my dad would be going that night, I cried for the rest of that night,went up and saw him, but he seemed normal to me or maybe i just wanted it to seem that way. While he was in the hospital he told us all that he was gonna make it to my wedding(when i grow up) and will be here when i have kids. My mom said my dad kept saying that he wanted to die naturally and kept throwing all the cords and everything off of him. I seemed to be the only kid of my parents that actually cried, i know my brothers cried too, they just didn't wanna show it. Now my dad is doing well. Doctors say he looks they best he's ever looked and that if he can start excercising and quit smoking completely they can do a lung transplant. I love my dad, no matter what. He might not be perfect, really smart, or have spent most of my childhood with me, but he supported my mom, and my two brothers. I am so glad to have my dad!!
