I'll Do It Again ||Haikyu!! Oneshot||Yandere Iwaoi||

I'll Do It Again

A/N- ay! My first Haikyu thing that I'm actually going to publish :D

(WARNING- SOME MAJOR CRINGE AHEAD)

(SERIOUSLY, IT'S CRINGY)

Yandere!Oikawa

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Iwa-chan.

I still can't understand.

Why won't you love me?

I've risked so much for you. Killed so much for you.

Those "girlfriends" you had.

They disgusted me.

They didn't deserve you. 

They didn't need you.

They had to go.

So I killed them.

Why couldn't you understand everything I did was for your sake?

Do you understand the pressure of risking everything?

Do you understand the pressure of lying, faking your entire life?

DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE PAIN OF A SHATTERING HEART?

ONE THAT BROKE OVER AND OVER?

ONE THAT GETS JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE CRUSHED EVERYDAY?

NO MATTER HOW MANY PIECES IT'S ALREADY IN?

DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

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Hah.

No. You don't.

You never understood.

Guess I'm just that good at hiding it.

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Who am I kidding? You found out anyway.

The bad guy always loses, right?

That's what always happens in stories.

I bet this is just another story. 

A story of our never-ending world. 

I wonder if the other planets have stories. Other planets with other creatures.

I've always loved aliens.

Maybe the aliens are somewhere out there writing their own stories.

You know, talking about this really takes me back.

When I always annoyed you by talking about aliens. Remember that?

Well, doesn't matter now, does it?

Nothing really matters in my life anymore.

Not even volleyball.

It's not the same when you're not there.

That's my fault, isn't it?

Speaking of volleyball, the team was wondering where you were.

They were really worried about you.

But don't worry, they won't search for you anymore. 

Since the police pronounced you dead.

Hah, what a tragedy.

But.... I guess they were right.

Since you are buried in my backyard inside a makeshift coffin.

Speaking of that.......

You know, ever since I buried you, I've felt incomplete. 

Scratch that, I've always felt incomplete.

But the moment I killed you, and your beautiful body dropped cold, I felt alive.

Pure exhilaration and adrenaline. I could keep you forever. 

It's too bad my house didn't have an extra freezer, though. 

But besides that, somehow, that breathtaking feeling slowly faded away over time.

I want it again.

But you're already dead.

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Remember when I said the girls earlier did deserve you?

I don't either (Although I am definitely better).

Is that why I'm incomplete?

Because I knew I could never measure up to you?

Because I knew I could never be enough to satisfy you?

Is that why?

Well, life gave me a chance. 

That's why I'm ending it.

So when life gives me another chance, I can be with you!

Although...... if killing was my last resort in another life,

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I'll do it again.

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BANG

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A/N- hAH cRInGe