This will be written in more like a diary for the future me to read i guess if I even live long enough to read it again. It will also be about how I view my body currently, I don't have much in real life to talk with people about because they don't know how to deal with it so I'd rather pretend I'm happy than to know my mom is worried for me again or for my family to know that I'm dealing with more issues.
I hope everyone loves themselves through their own journey of feeling happiness within themselves and learning how to love other and yourself, I hope no one feels how I feel because it is such a horrible feeling to deal with every single day.
I am also not diagnosed with anything but depression and anxiety so I'd like to think it's just my insecurities getting the best of me everyday. Anyways I'll start it tonight and if you read this short message just know you're loved, even if at the moment, your situation is terrible, you'll get out soon and you'll find peace.
Alright then on with my little diary story :)
