Nobody Compares

Chapter 8- Once gone, lost forever

*Monday morning, at school, 12:35 in the canteen*

It's been two days since me and James had that argument, and it's been two days since we last exchanged words to eachother. It has also been two days since I found out something I never thought I would hear, especially not from him. He still hangs around with us at lunch because of Teri, Charlie and Lauren, but I can't even look him in the eye without it being incredibly awkward. He's not been the same at all since that night. 

*Lesson 4, English*

'What do you think are some of the similarities and differences of the two texts..James?'  'Umm, I don't know, I haven't highlighted anything...umm...umm ask Colette or someone?!'  'Oh come on James, we can't go on like this, ok I shouldn't have said what I did, but I did, and you can't act the innocent party either, we're both to blame for this.'  'Look I thought you didn't want to talk to me, thats what you said before! And that is what I am doing, staying out of your way, so I don't have to stop your happiness bursting out, pulling you down or blocking you from Niall!'  'For God sake!!!...' I shouted 'when will you grow up Spence! Eugghh I'm not going to waste my breath!'  'Fine, not like I wanted it anyway!'  

The end of the lesson couldn't have come soon enough! Why does he have to act like such an arse about it! At least I had the decency to apologise, he couldn't even look me in the eye. Arrggghhh, thats it, I'm officially done with boys! For good!