Just my weird ass dreams/nightmares

when ever something dropped it was start over

trigger warning: suicide and swearing.

So in this dream I woke up and I looked over at my little sisters bed to see if she was already awake and she was so I got out of bed and walked out of my room and down the hallway to my moms room since she likes to lay in there cause I'm usually on a call with some friends due to quarantine. She wasn't in there so I continued down the hallway to the living room and heard my mom and sister in the kitchen making smoothies.

I walked in and said good morning and started talking to my little sister about some song I heard the other day then my mom broke down into tears, Me and my sister (who I'll call Mary) were confused as it wasn't like our mom to just cry like that. I got out of my chair and asked whats wrong but she didn't answer. She then turned around to the counter and started cutting strawberries while me an Mary looked at each other with that 'what the fuck just happened' look on our face.

It was all fine until when my mom went to put the strawberries into a bowl and she knocked it off the counter. When she knocked it off the counter she let out a blood curdling scream, me and Mary looked at each other and thought "what that fuck is happening today?" then our mom disappeared. She didn't leave the room, she didn't move in the room, She vanished into thin air. Me and Mary looked at each other again with wide eyes and we looked back over to where our mom was and in her place was a void, it was black like outer space, had stars and stuff like that. It was slowly growing and when it reached me and Mary I woke up in my bed, I shot up looking around for Mary who wasn't there.

I ran out of my room and into the kitchen to see my mom, cutting strawberries, and Mary who was sitting at the table, looking confused. I walked up to her and asked "what are you thinking about?" she said "a dream" and I asked what it was about and she described to exact same thing I described in the paragraph above, I told her I had the same dream and I saw my mom go to put the strawberries in the bowl.

"Uh hey mom let me do that, you sit down." I said getting up and walking over to her. She whispered "nothing will save you." as she sat down and started talking to Mary who was petting our cat.

I was confused nonetheless and put the strawberries into the bowl and into the blender along with the other ingredients you need for a smoothie. Everything was fine, My mom hadn't broken down yet or vanished, I hadn't woken up again so it was fine.

the day went by and me and Mary were playing video games when she dropped her controller, she screamed as loud as she could freaking out the cat. I screamed at her to shut up and to pick her controller up, she didn't answer me. She just kept on screaming this was worse than my moms break down. far worse. She was screaming so loud her vocal cords started ripping and bleeding, leading Mary to started coughing up blood, still screaming. I was horrified. I was shaking her screaming at her to stop but she wouldn't, It was like she had lost her mind. Her hands started making her way up to her neck and she started choking herself, She wasn't messing around with this. Her nails were digging into her neck and blood started dripping down her neck and her face lost its color. I was trying to take her hands off of her neck but she had a death grip on her neck, her hands not budging with my pulls. her eyes were rolling back into her head. I let go of her seeing as my attempts to stop her were useless and just watched in horror as my little sister was killing herself. I was still crying and screaming at her to stop. she then vanished and was replaced by the same void my mom was, I stopped crying and stared in confusion. It was getting bigger and bigger until I woke up screaming in my bed again.

I ran into the kitchen to see the same sight, My mom cutting strawberries and and Mary sitting at the table. I ran up to her and hugged her as tight as I could. She hugged back and when I pulled away I looked at her neck, seeing scars where she was choking herself. I asked if she had a nightmare last night and she said yes. I dragged her into the kitchen and explained that I think every time someone drops something the day starts over. She called me insane and I told her to think about it. When our mom dropped the bowl we woke up and the same thing happened and so on. She looked scared and I told her it would be okay and to just be careful from now on, She nodded and we walked back into the kitchen Mary putting the strawberries into the bowl this time. I sat down at the table with my mom and she looked at me with a deranged look on her face, I was freaked out and pulled my phone to text my friends, my mom grabbed my phone and put it on the table. "You'll never escape" she said staring directly into my eyes and got up and walked into the living room sitting down and turning on the television. when Mary was done cutting the strawberries we walked back to our room to watch a movie. we were sitting in our room when I dropped my phone, but instead of a break down or suicide I just woke up in my bed.

It is currently noon, I'm scared to leave my room. I don't want them to die. someone please help these days have been hell.

TL;DR Every time something was dropped the day would start over, progressively getting worse