Bella's heartache

Chapter 10

Chapter ten

A bright blinding light wakes me from my slumber. Carlisle is talking to me but his words aren't registering the only thing I can think about is what happened. Roger attacked me and Edward killed him OMG Edward killed him. My head is spinning with questions and happiness that one of my tormentors are gone forever and will never hurt me again. I'm trying to concentrate on Carlisle but my head and arms hurt. I still can't believe Edward killed Roger a part of me should be scared of him but all I feel is love towards him he'll do anything to protect me. Carlisle walks out of the room when Edward walks in and he has my full attention. He walks over and puts his hands on my face and says " Bella I'm so sorry I wasn't there when you needed me and it will never happen again." A smile creeps onto my face and I say " Edward it wasn't you're fault you didn't know he was going to come after me and you were there when I needed you most you killed him." My stomach picks this time to rumble so loud you would think they starved me. Edward goes to grab me some food so I take my bandages off and the sight is shocking. There are two long gashes going down my forearm. Well there's two more scars to add to the collection. I quickly throw the bandages back on but don't make it in time Edward walks back in before Its done. His eyes turn black as night and his jaw is so clenched I'm surprised it's not broken. Edward was by my side in a flash. He grabbed my arm and looked at the cut it felt so good when his cold fingers touched the burning cut. Yanking my arm back was the hardest thing to do but he would just sit there brooding if he kept looking at it. He handed me some toast with butter and sugar on it along with a glass of water. He looked like he was thinking really hard so I said " spit it out already or you're going to give yourself an aneurism." He smiled and said "Bella later we are going to have a family meeting about some really important things."Wow way to be cryptic now I want to know but have to wait for the meeting. I wonder what they are going to tell me it has to be bad if it has Edward acting so weird. Are they giving me away? Has my dad got away? All these fears and thoughts are zooming through my head. Tears are streaming down my face and my breathing is erratic. What have I done wrong to make them not want me. Edward is stroking my back and asking what's wrong but I can't bear to tell him and hear the confirmation of my words from him. He watches me walk out and head to my room. I lock the door behind me and start to pack my things soaking everything in tears. When everything is packed I write a note to my new family
{note}
Cullen's love you all and I don't know what I did to make you send me away. I thank you for saving me from my father and Roger and will be forever in your debt. I really wish that I could have been a part of your family forever but the time I did has been the best time of my life. Edward I love you so much and it's crazy at my age but I do and I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. ~Love Bella
{End note}

I folded the note and sat it on my pillow and walked downstairs. Everyone was sitting in the living room looking very tense and worried. I walk in and sit in-between Edward and Esme. No one will look me in the eye. I'm about to say something when Carlisle starts to say...

Hahahaha bitch aren't I well you'll just have to wait the trial will be after this I hope you like it and sorry its short but you gotta love cliffhangers
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