Bella's heartache

Chapter 11

Chapter eleven

Carlisle starts to say.... " Bella we have something to tell you but you have to promise to keep it a secret ok." WAIT A SECRET their not sending me away I burst into happy tears and tell Carlisle to continue. He smiles awkwardly and says " Bella our family is different we're vampires." Wait what! Like blood sucking and coffins. I burst out laughing you've got to be kidding me real vampires. I looked around for a sign that they were joking but everyone had a serious look on their faces like they were scared. Are they scared that I would hate them that's impossible I could never hate them their my family and nothing can change that. Carlisle says " we don't drink human blood Bella we drink animal blood and we won't hurt you we hope you can accept us." I look around at everyone and say " I accept y'all you have your quirks and so do I you accepted me with everything that happened and I love you." They all smile and hug me then Esme leads me to the kitchen for lunch. I sit at the counter while Esme cooks chicken Alfredo that's to die for. She sits it down and I dig saying " watch me hunt." Esme laughs and walks out I finish eating and walk outside. I sit on the deck and look up at the sky when I hear the door Open. Edward sits next to me with a somber look on his face I ask him what's wrong but he just pulls out a pice of paper and hands it to me. I open it but I already know what it says it's my letter from earlier. He looks at me with such hurt it breaks my heart. We just sit there for ten minutes when he asks " Bella did you really think we didn't want you?" " yeah I mean who would want me my mom died because of me my dad hated me so much he beat me amongst other things so yes I did think y'all didn't want me." Edward wraps me in his arms and says "Bella you are beautiful and smart and what happened in your past was not your fault and always know I'll want you." His words made me blush a deep scarlet but emmet ruined it when he said " Bella Alice needs you to come try on the clothes she picked for the trial tomorrow." Wait tomorrow I forgot about the trial because of what happened with Roger. I shudder and Edward rubs my back and tells me it'll be okay. Alice picked a white button up blouse and a black pencil skirt with black flats. I have to admit it doesn't look that bad but having to wear it to face my dad makes me hate it. I haven't thought about what I'm going to say in court or how I'm going to face him. All I want is for him to be behind bars and out of my life forever and to not have to worry that he is coming for me. After I try on the clothes I go in my room and put on my pjs and hop in bed and just lay there thinking about tomorrow until sleep finally claims me.

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