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Jeongin POV
I was on my way to Minho's room, Chan and Jisung called me saying that he had a mini panic attack and that now he locked himself in the bathroom, they know he's more comfortable with me so they called me.
I've been worried about him lately, he's overworking himself a lot, staying up still 3AM dancing or singing, trying to do more high note and working on new choreos, it worries me because sometimes he's not in the best headspace.
Once I arrived at their dorm Jisung pointed at the bathroom door so I quickly tried to open the door "MinMin let me in, it's Innie, please open the door bunny.." I could hear soft sobs coming from inside making me sad "please bunny it's just me, let me in I'm worried.." I pressed my ear in the door in case he was talking but the only thing I could hear was soft sobs and whimpers, "MinMin...you're worrying me..just open the door, let me in, please just let me see you.." the doorknob moved a little so I quickly opened the door and got inside the bathroom, closing the door after.
The sight of Minho broke my heart, he looked so broken and sad... "Bunny..what happened?" I tried to get closer to him but he stepped back and started shaking his head, "MinMin..?" He sobbed and grabbed his hair harshly, "don't do that!" He flinched and slowly let go of his hair, "sorry..I won't raise my voice again, can you please talk to me bunny?" He shook his head "d-don't call m-me that.." he said sniffing and trying to wipe the tears off his face.
"Why..? What's wrong..? I always call you that...why are you crying so much..? Please, Minho, tell me what's wrong I'm worried.." I said, my voice breaking as I wanted to cry, "d-don't worry f-for s-someone so stupid l-like me.." he said making me frown "w-why are you saying that..? Min don't say that...you're not stupid..and I'm always going to worry for you.." I said trying to get closer to him but everytime I did he moved away, "bunny stop moving.." another soft whimper left his lips, "I-i told you to n-not call m-me t-that.." he said quietly, I sigh and nod "okay..I won't call you that..but can you please talk to me..?"
He stared at me for a while before slowly walking towards me, wrapping his arms around my waist and pressing his head against my chest. I quickly wrapped my arms around him and started rubbing his back, he started sobbing again which made me feel bad, I don't like seeing him like this...especially when I can't do anything to help him..
"M-min.." he grabbed my shirt tightly, not wanting to let go "I'm here Min..I'll always be here for you.." he slowly looked up, "I-i slipped in f-front of him..I c-couldn't do what he told m-me and I-i slipped in f-front of them, J-jeongin...I-i'm so stupid.." he said sniffing and whimpering softly. I let go of him to grab his face gently, "you're not stupid..you were overwhelmed, I know you don't like when people raise their voice at you, did he raise his voice at you?" I asked caressing his cheeks, "C-chan just wanted to make sure I h-heard him..." I sigh "did he raise his voice or not?" He nodded making me sigh again.
"I'll talk t-" he cut me off "no! Please don't talk t-to him.." I look down and nod, "okay...but I'm taking you with me" he frowned "where..?" He asked tilting his head cutely, "to my room, I wanna talk to you" he looked at the floor and nodded "okie Innie.."
I told Chan I was gonna take care of Minho and left the room, Minho was holding my hand tightly as we made our way to my room making me smile, his hand is so small, it fits in mine so perfectly. "Innie I'm tired.." he said stoping, I look at him and smile "that's okay bunbun" I let go of his hand and pick him up, "we'll go to sleep once we get to our room okay?" He smiled and nodded, wrapping his arms around my neck and resting his head in his arm.
Once we got to our room I put him down in my bed and kissed his forehead "I'm gonna take a quick shower okay? Go to sleep" I said smiling at him, "no..I'll wait for you, I wanna fall asleep in your arms.." I smile and nod "remember you can slip into little space with me bunny, you don't have to hold yourself" he blushed and nodded "thank you Innie.." he said quietly, "don't thank me, I'll do anything for you."
I took a quick shower and went out with a towel around my waist, Minho looked at me and quickly covered his eyes making me chuckle. "You can look" I said and he shook his head "nuu! You're nakey" I smile and shake my head, walking to my closet to grab my clothes "I'm not naked bunny" I said unwrapping the towel and throwing it on the floor, "now I am" I heard a little squeal making me smile, he's always cute but when he's in little space his cuteness is just another level, all I want to do is wrap him in a blanket and keep him in my arms forever.
I finished putting my clothes and walked towards the bed, sitting in front of him "you can uncover your eyes now" he slowly removed his hands away from his eyes and smiled at me "bunny wants cuddles and kisses!" he said bouncing and making grabby hands, I smile and pull him to my lap, I hugged his waist and pecked his lips, "there, I gave you a kiss, now let's go to sleep" he pouted and crossed his arms "what?" I asked tilting my head to the side, "Innie and bunny will go to sleep once you say what you wanted to say to bunny!" I nibble on my bottom lip and gulp "that can wait, I'll tell you when you're not in little space" he pouted and started shaking his head "no Innie, bunny wants to know!" He said whining making me sigh.
"Well...I'm your caregiver, and I know that my job is to take care of you when you slip into little space and that means giving you cuddles, kisses, baths, changing your clothes and other things and I shouldn't have catched feelings but..I did, I love you MinMin, not as friends, I love you romantically.." I explained as his cheeks turned red and he started moving around, squirming. "I'm sorry-" he grabbed my face and kissed me, it wasn't a soft kiss, it was a rough one which I didn't expect at all.
After a few seconds he pulled away and smiled at me "i-it was about time you confessed your love t-to bunny" I smile shyly and peck his lips "so..you love me too..?" I asked and he quickly nodded "yup! Bunny loves Innie soooo muchhhhhh!!" I chuckle and hug him tightly "okay now let's go to sleep" he nodded and snuggled closer to me "night night Innie" he mumbled cutely, "night bunny, love you~"
I hate this one 💀
