Natsu has secret depression!?

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Natsu's POV

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I told happy to go ahead and go to the guild. Even happy didn't know I cut myself. I feel bad for not telling anyone but than they would worry and they don't need to worry about me. I put on a hoodie and jeans because I also cut my legs. 'New outfit time to come up with a lie.' 'Trying something new should be good right' I start heading to the guild then all my negative thoughts sworn my mind. 'useless'  'mistake' 'stupid' 'weak' 'your father didn't even love you' Before I knew it I was at the guild I put on my fake smile and bust open the doors. I get heys and hi natsu all over. I walk over to the table where gray,Lucy,Erza,Wendy,Carla, and happy are sitting and talking. "Hey nat- what are you wearing?" Lucy asked. "Um I wanted to try something new." "If you say so." She said suspiciously. "Anyway any new jobs?" I ask sitting down next to Wendy. "Yes there is-natsu!? "Yeah" I ask calmy. "What is on your sleeve Wendy asks worriedly. I look at my sleeve and see blood seeping through the sleeve. 'I knew I should've bandaged them' "Um nothing." I say putting my arm behind my back. "Natsu let us see your arm." Erza says sternly. "I'm good." "Natsu!" Erza said yelling this time everyone flinched and stared except me. I didn't flinch at all I just grabbed my head because I started getting dizzy. "Everyone was surprised I didn't flinch also worried because of how tight I gripped my head with my free arm. Erza took this advantage and grabbed my sleeve with the blood. I tried to get out of her grip but she was to strong. "Natsu why is there blood on your sleeve?" She asked worried everyone was staring at me now. My head started throbbing and I somehow got out of her tight grip and grabbed my head. Erza grabbed my arm again and started pulling up my sleeve."Stop!!" I yelled at her. Erza stared at me but not angrily just worried. I stood up and waited a couple seconds for my head to get better but it didn't it got worse. I ran out or at least tryed to gray grabbed my wrist before I could. I flinched from the pain and tryed to cover it up but I knew they saw. People were screaming my name but I don't know who. That was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.