Let them judge us.

chapter 10

Is this happened to you?

You woke up in the mid night, thinking about someone. Who didn't give a shit about you. But knowing the too clearly, you still could not help and think about. how Beautiful she is.

Even bitter thing coming from her mouth sounds perfect, as if you want to listen that voice forever. but my dumb heart, take everything seriously causing me to give sharp pain in my heart and my empty Brain turning on defensive mode.

"Cheap life. " I whisper to myself. I feel very lonely, damm. I wish I had imaginary friend. At least, she would help me passing some extra time.

I watch my clock.

4:21am.

Hmm.. Still left half hour. What should I do? If I started doing my Homework then for sure it will make me sleep.

PUSH UPS!!!

I laid on floor. Preparing my toe in perfect grip with floor. Pushing my hand on floor, with all my energy I push harder. I give up.

I watch my digital clock again still 4:21 !? Are you jocking!?.

When I want time to pass fastly. That time, Time pass like turtle. And when I want to time to pass slow. That time, Time goes super fast.

Maybe I should bath very slowly that will work.

Wrapping myself in towel, looking at my digital watch. 

5:15 am.... Hmm good, never waste time thinking about  someone. It's not good for health.

I dry my hair and started wearing my school uniform, fixing my hair. After done with everything I look at my clock direction.

5:53am.

I think mom is awake by now. I take my bag, Swing on my shoulder. I left my room after taking my phone. I heard sounds are coming from kitchen area. Taking my foot toward kitchen.

As I guess, mom was awake. She look quite shock because I am ready for school very soon and I am awake by myself.

"Come sit, I will make something for you. "  Mom said, but I feel really awkward.

"I don't eat breakfast mummy. " I remind her. Turning around to left this house.

"Wait! Where are you going? It's still too soon for school? " She whisper worriedly.

"Well your husband took my car key and I have to reach school early. " Reminding her about Yesterday encounter I had with her husband.

"What school work? " Here, now she's gonna ask Thousand of question. Well, that prove I am not adopted and she's worried and interested in my life.

"I gave my name many months ago in good photographer. And I got selected"

"Oh my! Really!? " She excitedly make herself front of me.

"No, just joking around. "I Sarcastically said.

"haha, you are doing great lisa. Just keep participating in school activity. " She softly Recommendation me, Lightly touching my shoulder.

"Ok." I am trying mom. I am sorry for being useless.

" Good. And take this money, don't walk. Just take taxi. " She take out her money from apron.

"Ah, no no. If your husband found about that. Then he would think I force you to give me money. And top of that. Today, the weather is... "

'It's just like.....cozy.' rosé sweet melody voice echo in My head.