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Day 3.
Something's wrong with my dad. I'm not sure what it is, but I know something is wrong. I plan on asking him when he gets home. Though he probably won't get home until 4:30...I'm still going to ask him. I really want to help him. I want to make him stop hurting. I can see that he's hurting, I can tell something's wrong...But he won't talk to me like he usually does. He's usually all open and funny. Now he's just......Not. It's like he changed his whole personality, like someone or something made him change.
It might just be his work. I know he's been working a lot lately, he picked up some more hours. But he used to work all day every day and he was never like this. Maybe it's 'cause his mum died. It was almost a year ago that she died, but he didn't seem sad. I guess he's like me...He can hide how he's really feeling pretty well. I just wish he would talk to me some more, we used to talk pretty much all day. And for like the past week he's barley said ten words to me. Maybe I did something wrong?
Well I guess I should probably write happy stuff huh? 'Cause I know that D's been reading this. D, I might just have to kick your butt! I told you not to read this! Ever! Gosh. Anyways, I suppose I could tell you about my day. It wasn't very eventful, just killed a few vampires, murdered a few people 'cause I'm an assassin and all, and I saved the world. Ok, so none of that stuff really happened...But how cool would it be if even one of those things had happened?! That would be freaking AWESOME! Now that that's over I guess I could tell you, Computer, more about myself...
I'm a ninja, a quiet and very shy teenager, a kickass soccer player, a 'pretty' girl, a midget, the list goes on and on and on. :) Anywhoo, I'm short, and I got blonde hair well OK so it's more brown than blonde but whatever! Oooh that reminds me of when I was in 6th grade! Me and this kid Zac (BB Gun kid) were having a discussion about my hair color. I kept saying it was light brown, and he kept saying it was blonde. We had been arguing about it for almost the entire school day, when at lunch time this kid Bobby yells at Zac saying “She's a dirty blonde! Now will you please shut up?!?!” everyone at our table just stared at me, and the whole lunch room was totally silent. Then I started laughing, and so did everyone one else.
Anywhoo, My name is...Well anybody who's anybody you know my name. ;) (It's Liz by the way :] ) Um...I have four biological brothers and three friend-brothers, I have no biological sisters but I have seven friend-sisters. I love every single one of them! You mess with them, you mess with me. And trust me, that is not something you want to do. Just sayin. My mum is well.....my mum. My dad is......my dad. I live...In a house. D says she's proud of me for writing so much. I have no idea how she knows...she's not even here...Odd. Well anyways hockey game in three days!! Super nervous, and super excited. Nervous because I'm bringing Zac, and he like-likes me but I don't like-like him, and I don't know what to say/do (HELP!). Also nervous because Youth Group kid is gonna be there. Excited because it's hockey and I love hockey! Also excited because Youth Group kid is gonna be there. :)
Now I'm just rambling. But I'm sure you don't mind. :) It feels.....Good. Awe man not again! Uno Momento por favor! -10 Minutes later- OK, I'm back. Sorry about that, I had to go all ninja cause some random samurai broke into my house. It's like what the hell dude! You can't just break into my house and expect to get away with it! Ugh! Stupid mindless samurai. Anywhoo where was I? Oh yeah, mindless rambling. Hmm....Mush, that's what my brain currently feels like, I blame the little floaty things you see when there's a ray of sunlight coming through a window and it bounces off the wall an you see all the little dust mites. Yeah, I blame those. They look so peaceful floating there, like they don't have a care in the world (Well duh, they're dust...), they look like they could spend all of eternity just floating there.
That's kind of how it feels around Youth Group kid, only like a lot stronger. And I know that it might seems like I'm leading Zac on but I'm not really...I want to be just friends, but he wants to be more than friends. I can't do that...Well not with him, he's not one of the good people in my life. But I don't want to get rid of him, he's super nice, and really funny. And his little sister Paige is like a little sister to me. But I don't want to hurt him...How should I let him know? (again...HELP!)
-Until tomorrow Liz. :)
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Roman pour AdolescentsOk, so there's more truth than fiction in this. Don't judge my lamness! I know I'm not a good writer, but you don't have to tell me that. :P Anyways, this story is pretty much my life, I'll try to write every day. :)