November 26, 2014 became the worst day in my life.... I was a little girl... I was 14.... I was always happy smiling and playing.. I loved hanging round people and making new friends.. Well that's was until the day my cousin best boy stayed the night over.. He Was Geek on drugs and drunk. There I was laying on the sofa watching tv playing games on my phone liked I did everyday mostly all day. He came from the back room and rubbed his hand across my leg. I immediately got nervous I'm only 14, he in his 20's almost the 30's. I Got up planning on going to my room. He grabbed me by my throat and swung me around facing him. Gripping my throat tighter he immediately roughly went to kiss and sucking neck I went the screaming and tried to push him off me making another attempt to get away from him. He Grabbed me again there we was tussling and me scream.. mis after he became frustrated and impatient. He Began to punch me. My nose bleed instantly, He repeatedly punched me over and over and over I felt my eyes and jaw began to swell. He got up And I was still laying there he kicked me over and over and over. I couldn't move my whole body hurted badly I'm thinking he done. He done hurted me enough. "PLEASE" all I can say was please thinking in my head why what I've did or done ..... he grabbed me by my throat one again and went to shoving himself right inside me taking my innocence away from. I Cried and screamed, he covered my mouth and I bit his hand wrong move he punched right in the face again I cried begging god to help me make him stop. He smiled, while I cried enjoying every moment when it was finally over his words was "Damn ma, that lil pussy good asf I'll be back" he left I stayed in the same spot crying asking why me.. what I do wrong, debating what should I do. I Tried to get up my whole body hurted so bad,my body was bruised and sore. I made my way to the shower and showered. blood was everywhere it was even coming out of my vagina.. I was so scared to tell my ma and daddy meanwhile my mom was otw home in 2hours her shift was almost over. I cleaned up the blood from the floor packed my bags and left walking down the street nowhere to go crying only cause I knew I couldn't let my mother nor father find this out or see me like this. They'll kill that man ion wanna see them in jail or prison or none of that. I started running to my sister house. When I finally made it she open the door and immediately became concerned bout my face the angered when she saw my walk and begged me over and over then started crying she wanted me to tell her so badly but I couldn't I started crying cause as bad as I wanted to I couldn't
