It's so mysteriously weird that In order for you to figure things out that you should've known as a child you have to go out and do it yourselves...... sometimes I wish it would happen on it's own, like if I'm suppose to know something for my own go...
You know when you're alone you notice things that you have never noticed before you think about things that you can't say out loud because your friends or family would think that you're weird.
I don't have a family but that's exactly how I feel, anytime I say something the person that I live with think it's dumb or weird sometimes I wish that that she would sit down and listen to me. It's like I'm an O U T C A S T.
I always say that to myself that I'm an outcast but then it's like the voice inside my head says you're not an O U T C A S T, they love you, they don't think you are dumb. When That little voice in my head talks it blocks out all the negative thoughts and gives me some type of hope to continue, you how I said I don't have a family, well I just have this maid her name is Yolanda, my parents left me alone with her when I was like 13 years old. They left me with her saying they are going on a business trip and never came back ever since then my maid screams at me she hates me terribly.
I always wondered why stay if you hate me just leave then. I asked her about my parents and she says they died on their business trip like that is her only response whenever I ask her about them and me being me I just choose to believe her cause I'm not trying bring up anything or care about something that didn't care for me
My name is Zenair [Ze-N-air] Jackson, i am 16 years old, I go to Westside high school and I literally have zero friends when I mean zero I mean zero like none at all, I just vibes with myself through school but there is this one dude that I find super attractive and he has friends or whatever only thing about him I find weird is that when the bus is dropping us home he come off at my stop but around me there isn't any houses at all so where he goes I wonder.
Brian Nosa
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Brian is so fine just by the way he walks and they way he dresses is just so mmmm. I some time wishes he would notice me but he never does he just walks past me like I'm invisible but then again that's everyone's attitude towards me in school so I can't expect any different.
All girls in my school don't talk to me because either they don't know me or bother to know me, they don't like me because their boyfriend watched me a certain way or they don't like me because I look better than them. They actually think they get to me because I ignore them or haven't talked to them to make friends but the thing is I rather people hate than be fake to me in my face.
Zenair Jackson
This morning I woke up to the sound of my lovely alarm blasting loudly in the morning indicating I have school. My alarm always wakes me up at 6:45 am in order for me to get ready for 8:15 am.
I hopped out of my bed grabbing my towel and heading into the bathroom, I hopped in the shower for 20 minutes and then stepped out and brushed my teeth for 10 minutes . I exit the bathroom and proceeded to put on my undergarments and headed to my closet to find clothes to wear for the day I chose a white crop top with a high waisted dark blue jeans pants and white sneakers
