This summer was the best and worst summer of my life,
It all started on May 27th 2014.
I had found this guy on facebook. He had one of thoes like for a rate date and whatever else. he messaged me and was like blah blah. i asked for his number and we started texting. that night i fell so hard for him. we started dating on june 1st. that was one of the best days of my life. he asked me out at like 4 in the morning. we kept trying to meet but my mom wouldnt let me go anywhere because i was grounded.
finally i had gone over my friend sami's house to meet him. walking to meet him i was so nevrous i had so many butterfiles and i was shaking so bad. i saw him and i had the biggest smile on my face that was ever possible. he walked up to me and gave me the biggest hug ive ever gotten. we went back to his house where we had our first kiss. i wont go into to much deatil of that day but that was like the best day of my life. me and my friend had to leave because we had to go back and eat dinner.
i got to see him the next day and it was perfect just like the first day. he interduced me to his dad as his girlfriend that was one of the best feelings anyone could have. but me and my friend had to go again because he had to go to his moms.
the next time i got to see him was at the mall. he walked up to me and looked so amazing like he always does. that day we sat and took cute pictures and made fun of the weird people that would walk past us while we were stitting in the chairs. i met his mom that day and she was very intimidating haha. she was very pretty and nice though.
after about a month of dating though i had messed up everything. i was caught cheating with my ex. me and him had broken up that day. that was one of the worst days of my life. i was probubly one of the worst girlfriends any guy could ever have.
then i had found out that he started dating this other girl. i was crushed so is started cutting again. i also tried to overdose so many times. i was so upset everyday i tried to kill myself so many times i took so many bottles of pills trying to end my life because i felt so horrible and hurt broken and upset. i wanted to die more than anything. i took pills on my birthday because i wanted to die so bad because he was with her. that was one of the worst feelings ever. all i wanted for my birthday was to have my boyfriend back and he was with her. that was my summer, fun wasnt it?
