Hating my life right now

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 My eyes are changing i can feel it.

"Mommy why is your eyes white" Angel asked me

"I don't know. How about you hang out with them today ok. Mom is really pissed right now.Let me look at you throat." I know she didn't want to put she needs to.I looked at it and it didn't look good.

"Angel i am bring you to the doctors ok.Bella why don't you take Ace to go and make dinner while i take our daughter to the doctors.Then after she will come back you guys can have dinner i am gonna go run."

"Just me careful ok." Bella said

"I will baby i promise" I kissed my mates on the lips.

"Do you want a kiss to honey or no.I will understand" I signed. Even though she can hear me i sign just in case. She doesn't look at me"Honey are you scared of me"

 She signed" yes". I walked to the door

"Great another thing i can add to my shit list" I whispered to myself.I picked up Angel and started heading to the doctor's office.

"Hey boss what's up"

"I need you to check my daughters throat and don't ask what happened". He nodded and then checked it.While he was touching her i was trying not to growl

"She is gonna have a bruise there for a couple of days.She is gonna have to drink plenty of water."

"Thanks doc you may go" He nodded

"Go tell mommy ok" i gave her a kiss and she ran off.

 I went outside and shifted into my gold wolf.I ran and ran for miles feeling the breeze while jumping over branches. I finally found a lake on my land and sat by it.I just started thing about things.How can i have another mate unless i am something i don't know. How can my eyes change. I made lyric scared of me and then a war is about to happen. I just wanna give up. I started running again but i ran into a tree because i have been thinking too much.I changed into human from and but clothes on.I walked into the dining room table.

"Babe are you ok you have a cut on your arm."Blaze asked me

"Yeah i am" I put my hand on it and when i took my hand off the cut disappeared.

"Baby what happened to the cut"Ace asked

"I don't know but i am gonna go to the doctors.Don't forget their is a meeting in ten minutes." I walked and headed to the doctors office.

"Hey boss how may i help you."He asked me

"I want you to take my DNA and see what i am.I got a cut and when i put my hand over it,it went away  so is has  to be something."He nodded his head then he took some of my blood

"I will have the results for you tomorrow" I got up and went to the living room because the meeting is about to start.When i walked in they were divided into three different groups while my mates and daughter are sitting on the stage.

"SILENCE,I hate how some of you are treating my mates and my daughter and i am done.I am your alpha no matter what. You don't like my punishments then i think you need to think before you act.I am trying to be nice but when you mess with my family then i won't be nice. Treat my family how you want me to treat you.If i hear anything i won't be nice.You all have food,drinks, a roof and many other things but if you don't wanna listen to my rules then you won't have anything.I protect all of you no matter what.I always put you guys first and if you can't put me first and you wanna bully then you will die in the dungeon.You wanna act like asshole i will act like a bitch.We have been through alot together and i haven't lost anyone.I am a wolf, mermaid, fairy and something else which i think i am an angel.I have four amazing mates and a daughter."While i was talking the doc mindlinked me saying he got my results done."I think of you guys as my second family but you guys act like i am your punching bad and i am done.If you have a problem me waiting room is always open.I was thinking about having a party this weekend but if you guys don't act like a family then nothing will happen.I will be the mean alpha like the rest of them out their if that's what you want.Now go to your room and think about everything." They all ran out of the room.

"Mommy"

"Come here baby girl" I picked her up and hugged her."Now do you know why there will be a party saturday."I asked Angel but she didn't know."A little birdy told me that you are turning nine on saturday and you are gonna have a amazing party."I was telling her but she was crying

"Do you not want one baby girl."

"No i do want one it's just i never had one."

"How about you go hang out with Max tomorrow and you can tell him what you want.How abou that ok but right now it's bedtime."

"But mommy"

"Babygirl you need sleep ok.How about if i tuck you in tonight"

"YES PLEASE" i started laughing

"How about you my mates go to bed and i will be there after i put her away." The three of them got up and i kissed them on the check."Lyric it's ok i won't kiss you.Come on Agnel it's bedtime."


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