My Pain

Past

This is not a ordinary story this is a story about my life and how it changed. Before I start I want to tell you a little about myself. My name is Ashtyn Coe I am 16 years old I'm from Chicago..... and I'll be 17 in a few months so far my life has been hell my father left me and my mother when I was only 5 due to the fact that my mother kept cheating on him and he "wasn't ready to be a father" they were fresh in their twenties that was his excuse anyway two years later my mom got married to her old high school boyfriend and I gained a step sister none of them cared for me at all I look like my father so much my mom hates me my step dad and sister always say I'm not blood to them so they don't care as I grew older the abuse started I would get beat if I didn't do anything correctly if I talked without being spoken too or just get beat because they don't like how I look but only my step dad and step sister did anything to me my mom always work so she never made notice anything but she doesn't care about me anyway so why would she anyway my 17th birthday was the worse day of my life after that day I ran way from home and never looked back
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May 8, 2018

As Ashtyn, got herself together you can see the pain and hurt in her eyes. While waiting on her mother to get back from work, Carl her step father and her step sister Taylor were picking on her. Taylor dragged and beat Ashton senseless laughing while she begged her to stop, afterwards Taylor eventually stopped and left to meet with her friends. Little did Taylor know her father was making his way to Ashtyns room to have his way with her.

Ashtyn's POV

Come here Ashtyn , he said while banging on my door.

She knew what was going to happen if she didn't open the door she was scared but no matter what she did Ashtyn knew something bad was going to happen.

OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR I KNOW YOU HEAR ME YOU LITTLE BITCH! He yelled at me.

As I got up from my bed I went and opened the door, knowing he would do much worse if I didn't.

Sorry I was taking a nap I didn't hear you at first, I said knowing he would believe me.

Move you prissy little girl, he said while he walked in my room.

I seen the way you've been looking at me , Carl said walking up to me I knew you wanted me.

I started to back up, I laughed a little and told him NIGGA PLEASE I DON'T BE LOOKING AT YOU NOR WANT YOU (smacks her)

LIE AGAIN LIKE YOU DIDN'T TAUNT ME WITH WHAT YOU WEAR AND HOW YOU LOOK AT ME!!! He yelled at me.

I LOOK AT YOU WITH DISGUST, I MOST DEFINITELY DON'T TAUNT YOU! I yelled back at him. ( starts to beat her)

WHO IN THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU TALKING TO ...

AHH STOP PLEASE STOP!!!! I screamed.

STFU BEFORE I GIVE SOMETHING TO SCREAM ABOUT FR! he yelled while beating me.

While he was beating me, he started feeling and touching on me. I tried to fight him off I screamed " I'M ONLY 15 PLEASE!!!!!! " But he was to strong, he ripped my jeans and panties off and unbuckled his pants took himself out and had his way with me. I fought and fought to get him out of me but he ended up punching me so hard I went out like a light.

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Hours later

Ashtyn's POV

As I woke up my head was pounding and I was wincing in pain, I didn't have any clothes on and I could barley move. But after 10 minutes I got myself up and went to my mirror, my face wasn't that beat up but my body was a different story after I cried about 20 minutes I got myself together to call and tell my mom what happened before I could do anything here she was calling me

Phone call
Janet- you nasty little bitch I know you did not just have fucking sex in my house and with MY FUCKING MAN

Ash- I didn't do anything he raped me ma

Janet- stop fucking lying he told me everything but of course you would do this you don't want to see me happy and you sho don't want to be apart of this family I swear when I get home I'm beating you like you stole something and sending you tf away..... click (hung up)

After the phone call all I could do was cry. But I told myself I had to get out of here so I got right up took a quick shower got dressed and packed all of my clothes and some other stuff I knew I needed After awhile of just sitting in my room I knew that Carl was passed out on the couch like he is every night but I had to go make sure so I crept into the living room seeing he was passed out with a beer in his lap so I slowly crept back out and went to Taylor's room she was sound asleep so I sped walked to my mother office quietly of course I went right to her safe she kept under the floorboards from everyone her code was so easy it's literally her own birthday but when I tell you she had almost over 10,000$ in there I almost and I took every last cent and I also took her gun I ran back to my room started putting the rest of my things  in my bags I zipped em up I threw everything out the window I looked at my room one last time before I jumped out and ran for my life and since this day I never looked back

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