kiss me goodnight

chapter one :alone

Most people have someone a family a boyfriend a girlfriend friends that is to say I am that one out of a million who has no one except well for my razor she is always there for me  shes a temptress an look addiction  she is my prized posesion because without her I would be alone. Every night she leaves another kiss on my porcelain skin her kisses drain me of life numbs my pain she always dose with out her I wouldn't live ....though sometimes I wish she would kiss me good night for one last time and let death coress me in his arms and take me away from this world ....I've excepted him I wish she would let me go instead of holding in her grasp and making me face every day with a smile sometimes I wish she would let me be alone