I don't know what's causing this sudden surge of anxiety, but oh my gosh it's so bad.
Like. The pangs keep coming in waves and it's kind of overwhelming. It's like this feeling that everything is collapsing but it's supposed to be my birthday tomorrow and I don't know, man.
It's out of nowhere and I feel like crying because I don't know what it means. I feel like I'm in a field of motion sensor bombs and one wrong move and everything's gonna blow up in my face. But I don't know how to prevent that. I don't know what move is a "wrong move". I don't even know if there's any bombs to begin with. It's all unknown.
Please, please please...anxiety? Go away. Go away. Don't mess with me today. This is my day. Not yours. I'm not going to let you ruin my day.
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『You have mental problems』
No Ficción**Trigger warning for a lot of the stuff mentioned in this thing.** I'm not dangerous, just mentally ill.
