Jenna’s POV
It’s already 12midnighht. All night, I don’t know why but in my head, Mark’s crying face is keeps on playing. I feel so sorry for my bestfriend. I’ve known him for five years, alam ko lahat ng paghihirap ni Mark para sa mga pangarap nya. Palagi na lang syang nasa bahay pagkatapos ng school para mag aral. But the thing that I won’t forget sa mga efforts ni Mark ay yung mga pag gawa nya ng Projects and Assignments ni Grace. Inilalagay nya ito sa locker ni Grace dahil ayaw nyang malaman ni Grace ang identity nya. Minsan alam nyo napapa-Shit ako kay Grace eh! Gago ba sya? Buong buhay ni Mark si Grace lang ang iniintindi nya! Ni hindi na nga iniintindi ni Mark kung masasaktan sya! And yeah! Halos buhay nya binigay nya na kay Grace. I remembered when Mark tried to saved Grace ng muntikan na syang masagasaan sa daan habang tumatawid sya kasama ang highschool boyfriend nya. Di na nya inintindi yung sarili nya! Di nya na iniintindi if this will brake him into pieces! Basta para kay Grace gagawin nya. The heck? Tapos nung nag college kami, he would treat Mark like polluted trash? Ini-ignore nya si Mark na parang hangin na di nya nakikita! Ang malalapadun, iniiwasan nya na parang basura! Pusong bato ba si Grace? Bulag ba sya? Manhid? Kahit nga Pre-School kayang magmahal eh! Sa totoo lang, napakaswerte ni Grace. Yung nagiisang taong kilala ko na marunong mag mahal ng totoo, hinhabol sya. Handang magpakamatay sa kanya. At alam nyo, kung magmamahal man ako, sinumpa ko sa sarili ko na mag mamahal ako ng tulad ni Mark.
Mark’s POV
I’m still thinking of what happened when I attempted to ask Grace to be my date at the Year End Party. You know what, naisip ko, is this the sign for me to give up? I’ve been trying to show her what I feel since we we’re a kid. Would I give up? But then, Grace is my life. Kapag sumuko ako ngayon pa lang, it’s like putting myself into trash. Nagsisimula pa lang ako. I won’t let my life be ruined. Wanna know what happen ? Here is some flashback. (A/N: See? Nag sisimula pa lang sya. Means, mahaba pa ‘to! So, keep scrolling down the page guys, if you are pleased. Mua!)
FLASHBACK
Nag-aantay ako dito. I was sitting in this bench for about three hours na. The wrong with that girl! >_______< Pero di dapat ako mag-give up. Mahal ko yun e. So I bear wait for her, total naman matagal na akong nag-aantay sa kanya e. Kaya ko ‘to!
So I’m still here. Waiting for the girl that I love. Then I decided to roam around. Pumunta na rin ako sa hall dito sa park. Just to drop this boredom. =_______=
Nang malapit na ako, I think someone is using this hall. Siguro nagpro-propose din. Yah know. Date sa year end party. So I chose to peek at their moment. Haha. Di naman nila malalaman e. Haha. XD
And I walk towards the hall, and I can hear sounds of playing pianos and a man singing.
NOW PLAYING: Hero by Enrique Iglesias
Would you dance if I ask you to dance
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry when you hear me crying
Would you save my soul tonight
And as I was hearing those lyrics I can feel the love between that lines. Ang swerte nung girl na kinakantahan niya. Mahal talaga siya ng taong yun.
And I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I can stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
And when I was about to walk towards them, I hear a girl’s sobs. I think that’s familiar. And when I look at them, I regret it! Sana pala di nalang ako pumunta. Sana pala di nalang ako tumingin. Sana pala di na lang ako umalis sa pwesto ko kanina. Edi sana di ako nasasaktan ngayon. And the guy knelt down in front of Grace. He said something and as I thought, he asked Grace to be his date. And the next scene is the thing that I regret the most. Grace pulled him and she kissed him. She looks so happy with the guy’s proposal. And the tears that I try to control flows down right on my cheeks. Ang sakit. Sobra. I felt my heart was torn into small pieces. Sobrang sakit. Sobra pa sa sobra. Masakit na pero di pa rin ako makaalis sa kinatatayuan ko. I was stoned there. And when I saw Grace hugged him and smiled at him, all I can do is to run. Run away from them as I can feel tears flows down my cheeks.
*FLASHBACK ENDS HERE*
BINABASA MO ANG
The Best Thing I Never Had
Roman pour AdolescentsIn this book, you’ll know the story of Grace, Mark and Jenna. One of them may portray who you are. Grace is a kind of person who has the bad impression to those people who don’t know her that much. People say that she’s a flirt, a brat, a party girl...